Talk:Plentity

This is an interesting reflection. I might leave the internet, or at least start anew. I regret a good deal of the behavior here, but it's still fairly fresh, so I'd have to grow past it for a longer period of time if I wish to redeem myself (in part or whole). Pustule (talk) 20:13, 30 May 2024 (UTC) HAH, I GOT YOU NOW, WELL YOU DESERVE IT —Preceding unsigned message added by Minteater (talk)

    You haven't struck too hard of a blow yet. So far, this is just a regurgitation of shit you found on X. I'm interested in seeing your further proof. Some claims on my page seem to be misremembered, either by me or you, so let's see. Pustule (talk) 20:19, 30 May 2024 (UTC)

missing the rage yet? check out the new proof then, criminal scum. y'know you fucked up, dont pretend like its nothing. theres no way youre getting out of this now; youll suffer the very same fate as me (a taste of your own medicine! hehe) - Catie —Preceding unsigned message added by Minteater (talk)

    Yet here you are, showing no remorse for YOUR actions. You do this out of vengeance, rather than personal redemption or a change of values. You're a manipulative and highly immature P.O.S., but unlike you, I don't fuck dogs, and I'm more open-minded about other people. I remember you sent a nut pic while we were gooning on Telegram, and it looked similar to all the other nudes, so either you're a VERY good glowie, or you can't handle criticism. Good friends hold each other accountable. I try to resist blatantly insulting you, yet you act petty, hypocritical, and neurotic about this. I think everyone can plainly see that you need therapy, and you're being defensive, rather than calling me out from a place of goodwill. Pustule (talk) 21:13, 30 May 2024 (UTC)

How old is this guy?

I need confirmation because photos of his penis are on his article and because of how much of the BonziWORLD community is underage, it might be child pornography. SeamusIsANigger (talk) 22:54, 7 June 2024 (UTC)

Nevermind, didn't read. SeamusIsANigger (talk) 22:55, 7 June 2024 (UTC)

Doxing efforts

People are trying to dox me because I posted some porn on a website that boasted near-anarchy for a long time. It's not like I didn't try to push Fune to ban porn. There were times I was more conscious that actual minors use the site, rather than dead internet theory-type shit that many BonziWORLD users are bots, and a semi-anonymous MSAgent-type avatar rather than someone's child. And kids probably saw this stuff on YouTube before, and they'd be less used to it there than on the niche ape website where people have historically spammed porn.

I can control how I confront minors, but I can't control my attraction. Mind you, it's mainly to 14-17 year olds, and it's a relatively petty attraction that comes and goes compared to a lot of pedo stories. And during the peak of my paraphilic desires, I fantasize in my head, rather than forcing myself onto actual minors. (The pornfagging on BonziWORLD doesn't feel relevant to my condition. I don't think Nigger [TND] got off to spamming porn and gore. I also didn't get off to it: it just made me feel like le epic trole contributing to the shitshow. I had contact with several minors [like Rafaelduarte and LisaAnimatube], and I never chose to escalate things with them.)

I've been trying to make a recovery, and I think I was doing pretty well during my week of vacation (and some time before that). It's not like people have coordinated doxing efforts against them for having BPD and majorly slipping up a few times. My slip-ups have been relatively tame in the grand scheme of BonziWORLD and child predator types, and I want to feel comfortable in my own skin for the thoughts I can't control: not join an organized child sex cult or whatever. I haven't been professionally diagnosed with pedophilia, and I've technically never fapped to a picture (legal or otherwise) of an IRL child. I tried talking to pedophiles before. It made me feel weird to hear them describe how sexually they behaved as minors and remove the nuance in the consent debate.

It's not just SJW delusions: there are legitimate reasons why society can't handle child sex. The child could be socially outcast, or more extremely, face PTSD, physical agitation, hypersexuality, and so on. An example is Rafaelduarte. It's not healthy for him to beg for Wow Wow Wubbzy! porn at such a young age. I could elaborate on my consent stance, but I believe eighteen is the age of balance for fertility, freedom, and safety. Maybe twenty-five, as that's the age of full brain development. But my point is that I want to feel comfortable in my own skin for my condition: not normalize child sex or whatever. Kids don't have enough experience to make for good romantic and/or sexual partners, and I wouldn't want to risk a relationship with them when a relationship with an adult is more desirable. They're generally bigger and more resilient. (Hell, at least one autistic adult I flirted with kept talking about shit like BFDI and Dangonronpa, and I was bored of the relationship. Imagine how quickly I'd get bored of a minor.) I WAS aware there were minors on BonziWORLD, but I saw other people pornfagging and staff not doing much in response to that, so I thought it was more a troll thing than a full-blown Seamus antic.

The only minor I talked to from the BonziWORLD community was LisaAnimatube. I fanboyed for her art and OC too much, and I feel like it was manipulative for me to talk to her while liking rule 34, as she says people who like rule 34 shouldn't interact. I also feel like I brought up farts about one time too many. I stopped myself before I requested her to draw her OC farting or whatever, but I did ask for her opinion about farts before. Not necessarily to groom or fetish mine her into drawing fart fetish art, but if it went further than that, it might've enabled her to make more fetish art. She's still probably going to make transfur art, but I didn't influence her there, and I DID try to suggest to her not to draw certain themes, as she's a minor (and that may attract the wrong eyes to her and make much older people too comfortable talking to her about fetishes). Fetishes in particular have been a bit of a gray area for me, because several of them (especially farting) exist in mainstream kid-friendly media. Certain ones, like inflation and transfur, are generally drawn in very specific fetish-y ways, whereas farts are more dynamic with their posing and all. However, many fart drawings depict the character naked and/or in a suggestive pose, and those that don't still might make people uncomfortable. Pustule (talk) 13:59, 10 July 2024 (UTC)

HOOOLY SHIT this sounds like a seamus schizoyap, in all seriousness tl;dr this guy got butthurt over someone doxxing him, i'll eventually read it later (boohoo im a nerd what u gonna do) but i have hope for this seamus schizoyap sized message Tardish (talk) 12:44, 10 July 2024 (UTC)

actually now thinking about it this is probably just some textwall ass shit which is like a thousand times larger than an average seamus schizoyap Tardish (talk) 12:46, 10 July 2024 (UTC)

I don't feel like it was a ramble. I wasn't talking about the state of the world or conspiracy theories or anything: I was simply clearing some air (there's a lot to unpack, however), but there WERE some philosophical arguments here. I worked through some suicidal thoughts elsewhere, and that's where I was going schizo. Pustule (talk) 13:57, 10 July 2024 (UTC)