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Talk:Plentity
This is an interesting reflection. I might leave the internet, or at least start anew. I regret a good deal of the behavior here, but it's still fairly fresh, so I'd have to grow past it for a longer period of time if I wish to redeem myself (in part or whole). Pustule (talk) 20:13, 30 May 2024 (UTC) HAH, I GOT YOU NOW, WELL YOU DESERVE IT —Preceding unsigned message added by Minteater (talk)
You haven't struck too hard of a blow yet. So far, this is just a regurgitation of shit you found on X. I'm interested in seeing your further proof. Some claims on my page seem to be misremembered, either by me or you, so let's see. Pustule (talk) 20:19, 30 May 2024 (UTC)
missing the rage yet? check out the new proof then, criminal scum. y'know you fucked up, dont pretend like its nothing. theres no way youre getting out of this now; youll suffer the very same fate as me (a taste of your own medicine! hehe) - Catie —Preceding unsigned message added by Minteater (talk)
Yet here you are, showing no remorse for YOUR actions. You do this out of vengeance, rather than personal redemption or a change of values. You're a manipulative and highly immature P.O.S., but unlike you, I don't fuck dogs, and I'm more open-minded about other people. I remember you sent a nut pic while we were gooning on Telegram, and it looked similar to all the other nudes, so either you're a VERY good glowie, or you can't handle criticism. Good friends hold each other accountable. I try to resist blatantly insulting you, yet you act petty, hypocritical, and neurotic about this. I think everyone can plainly see that you need therapy, and you're being defensive, rather than calling me out from a place of goodwill. Pustule (talk) 21:13, 30 May 2024 (UTC)
How old is this guy?
I need confirmation because photos of his penis are on his article and because of how much of the BonziWORLD community is underage, it might be child pornography. SeamusIsANigger (talk) 22:54, 7 June 2024 (UTC)
- Nevermind, didn't read. SeamusIsANigger (talk) 22:55, 7 June 2024 (UTC)
Doxing efforts
People are trying to dox me because I posted some porn on a website that boasted near-anarchy for a long time. It's not like I didn't try to push Fune to ban porn. There were times I was more conscious that actual minors use the site, rather than dead internet theory-type shit that many BonziWORLD users are bots, and a semi-anonymous MSAgent-type avatar rather than someone's child. And kids probably saw this stuff on YouTube before, and they'd be less used to it there than on the niche ape website where people have historically spammed porn.
I can control how I confront minors, but I can't control my attraction. Mind you, it's mainly to 14-17 year olds, and it's a relatively petty attraction that comes and goes compared to a lot of pedo stories. And during the peak of my paraphilic desires, I fantasize in my head, rather than forcing myself onto actual minors. (The pornfagging on BonziWORLD doesn't feel relevant to my condition. I don't think Nigger [TND] got off to spamming porn and gore. I also didn't get off to it: it just made me feel like le epic trole contributing to the shitshow. I had contact with several minors [like Rafaelduarte and LisaAnimatube], and I never chose to escalate things with them.)
I've been trying to make a recovery, and I think I was doing pretty well during my week of vacation (and some time before that). It's not like people have coordinated doxing efforts against them for having BPD and majorly slipping up a few times. My slip-ups have been relatively tame in the grand scheme of BonziWORLD and child predator types, and I want to feel comfortable in my own skin for the thoughts I can't control: not join an organized child sex cult or whatever. I haven't been professionally diagnosed with pedophilia, and I've technically never fapped to a picture (legal or otherwise) of an IRL child. I tried talking to pedophiles before. It made me feel weird to hear them describe how sexually they behaved as minors and remove the nuance in the consent debate.
These things go beyond SJW delusions: there are legitimate reasons why society can't handle child sex. The child could be socially outcast, or more extremely, face PTSD, physical agitation, hypersexuality, and so on. An example is Rafaelduarte. It's not healthy for him to beg for Wow Wow Wubbzy! porn at such a young age. I could elaborate on my consent stance, but I believe eighteen is the age of balance for fertility, freedom, and safety. Maybe twenty-five, as that's the age of full brain development. But my point is that I want to feel comfortable in my own skin for my condition: not normalize child sex or whatever. Kids don't have enough experience to make for good romantic and/or sexual partners, and I wouldn't want to risk a relationship with them when a relationship with an adult is more desirable. They're generally bigger and more resilient. (Hell, at least one autistic adult I flirted with kept talking about shit like BFDI and Dangonronpa, and I was bored of the relationship. Imagine how quickly I'd get bored of a minor.) I WAS aware there were minors on BonziWORLD, but I saw other people pornfagging and staff not doing much in response to that, so I thought it was more a troll thing than a full-blown Seamus antic.
The only minor I talked to from the BonziWORLD community was LisaAnimatube. I fanboyed for her art and OC too much, and I feel like it was manipulative for me to talk to her while liking rule 34, as she says people who like rule 34 shouldn't interact. I also feel like I brought up farts about one time too many. I stopped myself before I requested her to draw her OC farting or whatever, but I did ask for her opinion about farts before. Not necessarily to groom or fetish mine her into drawing fart fetish art, but if it went further than that, it might've enabled her to make more fetish art. She's still probably going to make transfur art, but I didn't influence her there, and I DID try to suggest to her not to draw certain themes, as she's a minor (and that may attract the wrong eyes to her and make much older people too comfortable talking to her about fetishes). Fetishes in particular have been a bit of a gray area for me, because several of them (especially farting) exist in mainstream kid-friendly media. Certain ones, like inflation and transfur, are generally drawn in very specific fetish-y ways, whereas farts are more dynamic with their posing and all. However, many fart drawings depict the character naked and/or in a suggestive pose, and those that don't still might make people uncomfortable. Pustule (talk) 13:59, 10 July 2024 (UTC)
- HOOOLY SHIT this sounds like a seamus schizoyap, in all seriousness tl;dr this guy got butthurt over someone doxxing him, i'll eventually read it later (boohoo im a nerd what u gonna do) but i have hope for this seamus schizoyap sized message Tardish (talk) 12:44, 10 July 2024 (UTC)
- I don't feel like it was a ramble. I wasn't talking about the state of the world or conspiracy theories or anything: I was simply clearing some air (there's a lot to unpack, however), but there WERE some philosophical arguments here. I worked through some suicidal thoughts elsewhere, and that's where I was going schizo.
- Also, I feel like pornfagging on BonziWORLD is the equivalent of sharing sexual things on 2b2t. There are no age-gating or content warning protocols there. Pustule (talk) 15:00, 10 July 2024 (UTC)
TL;DR Plentity basically said "I like kids and can't control it also I asked one to draw fart fetish porn" with 5 paragraphs, which has nothing to do with the original title that implied this would be a rant about his gay wife catie putting his doxx on his page. --Fune (talk) 23:29, 10 July 2024 (UTC)
- You misread a line. I stated that I was testing the waters with LisaAnimatube (a minor) by asking what she thinks about farts, but I stopped and told her not to take somebody's request for fat fetish art (to reinforce the idea that I can't have detailed fetish talks and whatnot with minors) before I actually asked her to draw fart art or have more intimate conversations about the theme (i.e. by making thirsty fart-related comments). There were a few instances where I walked along the razor's edge, but I never quite did anything that could irreversibly exploit and potentially traumatize them. I had a debate about contact stances with an AAM (adult-attracted minor), where I stated that they were groomed to believe they can consent, told them not to sext with me (platonic friendship only), and cut them off when I slept on the friendship and realized it's a strange and risky dynamic between us where I could easily take advantage of them if I slipped up. Basically, I need to take actions that lower my risk of slipping up, because going off the deep end even once will ruin my spirit forever, in a way my previous actions haven't already done. Pustule (talk) 01:40, 11 July 2024 (UTC)
I'll be permanently leaving BonziPEDIA soon.
There's a lot of sensationalism and potential misinformation on this site, and I've not gained constructive value from being here. Fune can screech, "Plentity is an SJW pedophile pussy," all he wants, but the fact remains that this is a matter of mental health. If it improves, I'd be less likely to unhealthily cope with my conditions (several mental disorders and paraphilias) and using a purple ape site to epically own kiddies by e-farting on them. My future is also less certain now, because on top of the weight of remorse, I now have bigger enemies and more general awareness about the circumstances than previously. I almost committed suicide to make things simpler, but it would hurt my friends and family a ton. A lost life is even harder to recover from than the pornfagging shit BonziWORLD kiddies had to see. I perceived the viewpoint about porn on this site to be, "Ewwwwwww", but people move on and the world keeps turning as though the kiddies were like Beavis and Butthead getting annoyed at some stupid shit for 0.000002 seconds before their attention is diverted to BFDI MSAgent videos. I doubt what I did could have the same impact as some kid being molested or directly groomed, but it was still a total dick move. I mean, BonziWORLD was built like 2b2t in the sense of anarchy, but it's still my responsibility to become more self-aware of my actions and how they might trigger people. Porn wasn't in the mission statement of this site, and it seems to bother people far more than even Trollbox spam.
Additionally, Fune seems like he bit off more than he could chew. I feel like he will one day become like Joseph Judge. He knows programming, but he's trying to laugh his way through everything, and that isn't a sustainable lifestyle. I feel like many people on this site don't have (or get in-touch with) insightful sides. There are times where I feel like I'm being gaslit to believe things that aren't really true, or I simply don't agree with the style of humor and take it more seriously than I'm intended to. I don't know what I expected to gain from this site, but it helped me process my paraphilias more and people held me accountable to stop some of my shitty actions and try to do better, so I think that would be in the community's best interest. Nigger (TND) stopped porn and gorefagging, so I can as well. I'm also thinking of selling my computer and using a not-gaming-ready hand-me-down that's been sitting in the basement for months so that I have less RAM and put a hurdle between myself and being chronically online. Biking for hours is more productive than contributing to this shitshow.
Anyways, here's the latest revision at the time of writing this. The narrative might change, and new information may be added, but hold some scrutiny, as this page is targeted by bad-faith actors who care about their mission and narrative more than keeping an objective record and letting it speak for itself. After this post goes through, I'll be taking any measures I can to make this account inaccessible, such as logging out, changing my password, and changing my email. Goodbye. Pustule (talk) 17:59, 11 July 2024 (UTC)