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{{ibr|aliases|elviah, elviah96, halvie96, hollyhalverson1996}}
{{ibr|Aliases|elviah, elviah96, halvie96, hollyhalverson1996, hollyday.96}}
{{ibr|residence|660 magnolia ave E, st paul, minnesota}}
{{ibr|Residence|New hope, Minnesota}}
{{ibr|age/dob|june 6th 1996 (27)}}
{{ibr|Age/DOB|June 6th, 1996 (28)}}
{{ibr|hyper obssetions|eating, grooming, fingering her STD ridden pussy to child porn, content farms, hiding from her haters, making shitty deviantshart fanfictions and OCs}}
{{ibr|Race|Norwegian-Irish}}
{{ibr|works|a bunch of random tributes to content farm channels as well as a few gacha life videos, the groomings of END, lionarcher, anglem, and possibly her entire friend group, making jamie/lich king suicidal, a bunch of autistic deviantart fagfictions (with some even being NSFW!), the termination of demins YT channel}}
{{ibr|Hyper-obsessions|Eating, grooming, fingering her STD ridden pussy to child porn, content farms, hiding from her haters, making shitty DeviantSHART, having an tickle fetish fanfictions and OCs}}
{{ibr|<s>grooming victims</s> followers|the entireties of ASA, the legion and darknet, spooky heart, thefallenreality, and like 9999 more people}}
{{ibr|Works|A bunch of random tributes to content farm channels as well as a few Gacha Life videos, the groomings of END, Lionarcher, Anglem, and possibly her entire friend group, making Jamie/Lich King suicidal, a bunch of autistic DeviantART fagfictions (with some even being NSFW!), the termination of Demin's YT channel.}}
{{ibr|enemies|demin,the entirety of [[scourge]] jamie/lich king}}
{{ibr|<s>Grooming victims</s> followers|The entireties of ASA, the legion and darknet, spooky heart (likely), thefallenreality, Combi, XingJane SquidKiller and like 9999 more people}}
{{ibr|Enemies|Demin, the entirety of [[Scourge]] jamie/lich king, Hamas, Hezbollah and the Houthis in Yemen}}


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'''elviah''' is a morbidly obese mentally handicapped autist and groomer that may or may not be caseohs lost sister (or a genderswapped hybreed of seamus, coppercab and caseoh) and spends her time watching content farms and grooming kids to add to her personal army to destroy LE EVEL DAMIN AEND SKORUGCHE because they got her exposed for grooming END. when she was doxxed, she got SO butthurt she privated almost all her accounts and BAWWWED to her friends on her twitter DMS that she was being "stalked" she is also known for sending her grooming victims to destroy things she deems as bad. (examples are END and jamies repuation within her community and demins YT channel) so expect a bunch of unregistered IPs to vandalise this page.
'''Elviah''' <small><small>(Not to be confused with [[CollabVM|Elijah]])</small></small> is a morbidly obese mentally handicapped autistic bitch and groomer that may or may not be caseohs lost sister (or a genderswapped hybrid of [[Seamus]], CopperCab and CaseOh) who spends her time watching content farms and grooming kids to add to her personal army to destroy LE EVEL DAMIN AEND SKORUGCHE because they got her exposed for grooming END. When she was doxxed, she got SO butthurt she privated almost all her accounts and BAWWWED to her friends on her twitter DMS that she was being "stalked" she's also known for loving [[Kosher energy drink|Pissrael]] to the point of an aneurysm and sending her grooming victims to destroy things she deems as bad (examples are END and Jamie's reputation within her community and Demin's YT channel), so expect a <s>bunch of unregistered IPs to vandalise this page</s> LOL ANON EDITS DISABLED.


==notable things (in chronological order)==
==Overview of the lego potato==
Shat out of Bernadette Gleason's box on June 6th, 1996; Holly Ann Halverson was born to a shitty family in the town of New Hope, Minnesota, and started her journey of failures. Shes infamous for things such as grooming END and terminating Demin's channels.
 
As to her behaviour. She somewhat acts normal. Although when someone calls her out for what she’s doing she denies everything and starts spewing projectile diarrhea about how said person is “STALKING” her. And starts trying to make HIM look like the bad guy. She also LARPed about moving out of her parents house when she was 24. Despite the fact that her dox says otherwise.
==History part 1: Pre-controversy era==
MM- bare minimum
MM- bare minimum
===the fanfiction===
===The fanfiction===
on a day in summer 2014, elviah made her infamous SWTOR fanfic. the fanfic involved 2 chars from the afformentioned game having sex. much later in late 2023, this was discovered by demin after elviah forgot to private her deviantart and watpad accounts, and as you expect, it was milked to hell. notable quotes from here are "quinn ran his tongue along the siths breasts" and "go wash up so the fun part can begun"
{{quote|quinn ran his tongue along the siths breasts, catching her by surprise|elviah. Verse from said fanfiction.}}
On a day in summer 2013, Elviah made her infamous SWTOR fanfic. The fanfic involved 2 characters from the afformentioned game having sex. Much later in late 2023, this was discovered by Demin after Elviah forgot to private her DeviantART and Wattpad accounts, and as you expect, it was milked to hell. Notable quotes from there are "quinn ran his tongue along the siths breasts" and "go wash up so the fun part can begun" '''(don't even bother deleting it Elviah, we have it archived)'''
 
===Content farm addiction===
Yes you heard it right. Around late 2014, Elviah started watching a group of content farm channels known as "Darknet" and "The Legion" (OOOO SKARIII AAAAAAA) her addiction became so severe that she befriended the afformentioned content farms (including the ringleader of the group, DarkcornersYT) she was SO sexually attracted that she made shitty "tribute videos" about them. it's also notable to keep in mind that Elviah is a <big>'''GROWN WOMAN.'''</big>
 
<center><youtube>OKoiSAD05aQ</youtube><br>
<small>what elviah genuinely likes to watch. please also keep in mind elviah is '''28'''</small></center>
 
===The incident===
It's December 2019; when out of the blue, the fat ginger whore turns on Jamie and END(later groomed by Elviah) and gets everyone else in her inner circle to turn on them (only making it more obvious she's groomed them all), eventually making them both depressed. And this hit jamie hard, starting a downward spiral that goes down to this day.
 
==History Part 2: ASA/anti-Elviah war era==


===content farm addiction===
===Aftershock - Birth of the Scourge===
yes you heard it right. around late 2014, elviah started watching a group of content farm channels known as "darknet" and "the legion" (OOOO SKARIII AAAAAAA) her addiction became so severe that she befriended the afformentioned content farms (including the ringleader of this group, darkcornersYT) she was sexually attracted SO MUCH that she made shitty "tribute videos" about them. its also notable to keep in mind that elviah is a <big>'''GROWN WOMAN.'''</big>
[[File:Scourgeflag.png|thumb|200x200px|Scourge flag]]
A few years would pass where Jamie and END would only get worse, it seemed Elviah would get away with what she did, until, in late 2022, they both stumbled upon an [[anarchy]] server called "sebs world of fun's server" where the two met many other people one of which being Demin, who at the time was in a sissy fight with some retarded packer with MPD that larped as a nigger called "xarski" (or his other personality, vladoijan). Then, Jamie founded a group called "sebs world of fun 2.0" (later rebranded to Cobra Kai and then Scourge); shortly after, END went inactive. Then the group fixated on trolling Elviah through shitty Wombo videos combined with Scourge joining her server (and getting banned not even a minute later), and then starting to dox her. With all those factors combined, Elviah privated her Discord and went radio silent... or at least that what they THOUGHT.


===the incident===
===The grooming of END===
its december 2019. when out of the blue, the fat ginger whore turns on jamie and END(later groomed by elviah) and gets everyone else in her inner circle to turn on them. (only makes it more obvious she groomed them all) eventually making them both depressed. and this hit jamie hard, starting a downward spiral that goes down to this day.
END was Elviah's most notorious victim. Groomed by Elviah into betraying the Scourge and becoming a sick fuck. This will be split into 2 parts due to major events.


===aftershock - birth of the scourge===
====The grooming of END - Part 1 - Elviah's Fan====
a few years would pass where jamie and END would only get worse, it seemed elviah would get away with what she did, until, in late 2022 they both stumbled upon an anarchy server called "sebs world of fun's server" where the two met many other people one of which being demin, who at the time was in a sissy fight with some retarded packer with MPD that larped as a nigger called "xarski" (or his other personality, vladoijan.) then, jamie founded a group called "sebs world of fun 2.0 (later rebranded to cobra kai and then scourge) shortly after, END wnt inactive. then the group fixated on trolling elviah through shitty wombo videos combined with us joining her server (and getting banned not even a minute later), and the scourge starting to dox her. with all those factors combined. elviah privated her discord. and went radio silent. or at least that what they THOUGHT.


===the grooming of END===
The horrific reality was that in her inactivity, END was being groomed by Elviah, and gets groomed into making an account called "elviahs fan". through this account, she began to attack Scourge members and bulling the leader (Jamie) to the point of alchoholism and major depression. During this time, [[Warsaw]] and [[Fune]] appeared out of the blue (or out of one of the many anarchies) and not knowing what Elviah did, (at the time, the EF account was thought to be Elviah herself) joined Elviah/END's side, forming Legnet. however, Legnet being multi-member was short lived as Fune saw it as a waste of time and left. Shortly after, the dox on Elviah saw VERY major advancements (IE, her full name, and her city). Keep in mind, this was all done through TRIANGULATION. Shortly before Christmas, an account was made called "music to the ear" (later changed to "music to your ears"), but believe me, this was nowhere near the end of the conflict with END.
END was elviahs most notorious victim. groomed by elviah into betraying the scourge and becoming a sick fuck. this will be split into 2 parts due to major events.


====the grooming of END - part 1 - elviahs fan====
[[file:whyis.png|thumb|left|300x300px|elviah moment !!!!!!111]]


but the horrific reality was that in her inactivity, END was being groomed by elviah, and gets groomed into making an account called "elviahs fan". through this account. she beguns to attack scourge members. and bulling the leader (jamie) to the point of alchoholism and major depression. and during this time, [[warsaw]] and [[fune]] appeared out of the blue (or out of one of the many anarchies) and not knowing what elviah did, (at the time, the EF account was thought to be elviah herself) joined elviah/END's side, forming legnet. however, legnet being multi-member was short lived as fune saw it as a waste of time and left. shortly after, the dox on elviah saw VERY major advancements (IE, her full name, and her city) keep in mind, this was all done through TRIANGULATION. shortly before christmas, an account was made called "music to the ear" (later changed to music to your ears) but beleve me, this was nowhere near the end of the confict with END.
====The Grooming of END - Part 2, Elviah goes into hiding, more grooming and the shocking truth REVEALED ====


====the grooming of END - part 2, more grooming and the shocking truth REVEALED====
Somewhere in June 2023, MANCHESTER CITY OGISM managed to triangulate what was thought to be the exact location of Elviah's address (likely using a tree found in the background of one of her nigtoks). This caused Elviah's Fan to become very butthurt; and shortly after, END revealed himself as Elviah's Fan and summoned 2 more of Elviah's grooming victims (Tiko/Lionarcher and Anglem) and founded a nigger group called "ASA" (anal sex alliance or anti scourge alliance) and started attacking Russian Patriot and his son krz1985, started hating at least 70% of all races and started impersonating some other autist called "pete the kitty tv". in other news, Demin published Elviah's dox on Doxbin and had found Elviah's NSFW fanfic and shortly after, uploaded a troll video on November 1st under a troll account called "elviah/holly halverson". Not even a day later, Elviah strikes the video and gets the channel terminated for "CP". This is when Elviah finds out about the dox, and after doing so, she goes hushmode on ALL public social media, either privating her account or going inacitve on it. But shortly after, ibop, a scourge member, manages to get into contact with one of her MANY boyfriends (thefallenreality) and after he trolled him in DMS, Ibop manages to leak a twitter DM from TFR  
somewhere in june 2023, MANCHESTER CITY OGISM managed to triangulate the exact location of elviahs address. (likely using a tree found in the backround of one of her nigtoks) this caused elviahs fan to become very butthurt. and shortly after. END revealed himself as elviahs fan and summoned 2 more of elviahs grooming victims (tiko/lionarcher and anglem) and founded a nigger group called "ASA" (anal sex alliance or anti scourge alliance) and started attacking russian patiot and his son krz1985, started hating at least 70% of all races and started impersonating some other autist called "pete the kitty tv", in other news. demin published elviahs dox on doxbin and had found elviahs NSFW fanfic and shortly after, uploaded a troll video on november 1st under a troll account called "elviah/holly halverson". not even a day later. elviah strikes the video and gets the channel terminated for "CP" this is when elviah finds out about the dox. and after doing so. she goes hushmode on ALL public social media. either privating her account or going inacitve on it. but shortly after. ibop, a scourge member, manages to get into contact with one of her MANY boyfriends (thefallenreality) and after he trolled him in DMS, Ibop manages to leak a twitter DM from TFR  
the accounts. DM goes as follows:
the DM goes as follows.
[[File:elviahresponse.jpeg|thumb|troonviah responding to a comment made by the elviah/holly halverson troll channel. Of course she Thinks it was END and jamie that created the channel because she has fetal alcohol syndrome and shaken baby syndrome. If you see someone like this. Send them to an institution. It's the only way.]]
  hey (elviah)
   im being fucking stalked (elviah)
   im being fucking stalked (elviah)
   are u ok? (TFR)
   are u ok? (TFR)
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   and his friends (elviah)
   and his friends (elviah)
   long story (elviah)
   long story (elviah)
back to END and the grooming victim gang, tiko/lionarcher and anglem had gone inactive. (likely to tend to there autistic vegan black trans queen, holly halverson) leaving END as the only asa faggot left. and END began to shit out massive ragesharts (HAHAHAHAHA DEMIN IS A POUR JUDE AND I RAPED RUSSIA HAHAHA I ALSO MADE JAMIES LIFE SHIT HAHAHAHA) this went on until demin toxxed ENDs account in an attempt to get her to fuck off forever. this didnt work. but something else did. jamie, somehow found END's address and full name. this prompted END to cry all the way back to momma halverson. finally ending the END/elviahs fan/ASA saga.
[[File:Halp.png|thumb|200x200|the screenshot]]
Back to END and the grooming victim gang, Tiko/Lionarcher and Anglem had gone inactive (likely to tend to there autistic vegan black trans queen, Holly Halverson), leaving END as the only ASA faggot left. And END began to shit out massive ragesharts (HAHAHAHAHA DEMIN IS A POUR JUDE AND I RAPED RUSSIA HAHAHA I ALSO MADE JAMIES LIFE SHIT HAHAHAHA). This went on until Demin [[tox]]xed ENDs account in an attempt to get her to fuck off forever. This didn't work, but something else did. Jamie, somehow found END's address and full name; This prompted END to cry all the way back to Momma Halverson, <s>finally ending the END/Elviah's Fan/ASA saga</s> the ASA larp is still going to this day, although it's no longer hindering the anti-Elviah oppression as progress is now being made (although not as much progress). Looks like Halverspaz is not wanting to let go of her grooming victim army yet.
=====the extortion of snow cat=====
One day. (I don’t remember when but it was somewhere here) END decided that he was going to impersonate someone called “pete the kitty TV” who was butthurt after some scourge members beat his ass. So END created a new discord account to impersonate PTK. Then. While impersonating PTK, END decided that he would try to extort a 12 year old girl called snow cat into sending him nudes. It actually worked. And END got snow cats nudes, snow cat herself (who was actually on discord) didnt even care. And when the PTK discord account admitted to being END. It became highly suspected that END was groomed by elviah into doing this. Due to END having the mental capacity of a chimpanzee with microcephaly.
 
==History Part 3: Post-hiding Era==
 
===Post-ASA elviah / the termination spree===
On March 1st 2024, Demin decided to upload one last trolling video on Elviah but this didn't last long, as Elviah crawled out of her own asshole to mass report the video, terminating his channel and making it temporarily lost media (Demin still has the original video file, he just cant access it). This reignited the Elviah war, and Demin proclamed that on March 5th, he and his group (the Scourge) would mass-rape and hack all of Elviah's socials and leak all her DM'S. But due to his account being disabled 2 days before the attack, he was unable to command and the attack was unsucsessful. Then in march, the Magnolia Ave rapist goes on a rampage and terminates a large amount of his channels and shorty after returns to TikTok, but stays silent about Demin.
 
====ASA's return / the accusations finally confirmed. <s>(Teodor Akis groomed?)</s>====
 
On the night of 5/28/2024, <s>Teodor Akis was groomed by Elviah.</s> (NVM, THIS WAS JUST END LARPING) However, what makes this notable is this one screenshot. almost lost to time but saved at the last second.
[[File:iwasgroomedbyelviah.jpg|400px|center]]
This confirms the grooming accusations, finally making this long standing theory true, and as to an update. Teodor wasn't actually groomed. He was just being impersonated by the groomlarper END, likely being groomed by Elviah into doing this (like the pathetic loser she's).
 
==History Part 4: The Downfall of Elviah==
===Part 1 - The Loyals and Lunus's Lair===
[[File:lunus.jpg|200px|thumb|left|Screenshot taken by phase ultima. notice that lunus is trying his best to use decent insults.]]
The Loyals and Lunus's Lair are 2 Pisscord servers inhabited by the Halverson, discovered by Demin while searching though the Legion/Darknet. Shortly after discovery, he sent The Loyals to the Scourge (and shortly after to Warsaw), which was then raided. As for Lunus's Lair, when Demin joined, he sent it to Warsaw and then he got banned shortly after. But his thirst for lulz was just too unquenchable, so he got phase ultima to join it and take the screenshot for him. The next day, Demin organizes a raid on Lunus's Lair. This raid would have everyone DM members of the server a copypasta exposing Elviah via linking to this article. What would happen next would change the war forever.
 
=== Part 2: Alleycat defects (?) ===
One of the people that responded to the previous DM raid was none other then Alleycat, one of Elviah's close friends. She reads this article and then explains she wants to hear our side of the story (the true side). She then joins a GC with the gang, where, before they can explain anything, Lich King adds END to the group, sidetracking everyone into gangraping END instead of explaining to Alleycat Groomviah's crimes and getting information from her. What makes this worse is that the next day, Alleycat goes on vacation for allegedly half the summer. So we just need to wait for her to come home to get said information.
 
[[File:exposed2.png|right|250px|Some usual END trolling that took place in the GC with alleycat]]
 
=== Part 3: The interval ===
 
===={{rainbow|GAY MEN KISSING?!?!?}}====
On July 10th, 2024, Demin found that Elviah had favoured {{rainbow|GAY MEN KISSING}} on her DeviantART account. It ranged from just SFW gay relationship art to borderline porn, and there was a lot of it. You can find this art under her “teen wolf” category in her favourites.
{{alert|<small>WARNING: LOOKING AT ANY OF THIS GAY ART THAT ELVIAH FAVOURITED WILL NOT ONLY MAKE YOU WANT TO BLEACH YOUR BRAIN WITH ACID AND GIVE YOU AIDS BUT IT WILL GIVE YOU EBOLA, DOWN SYNDROME AND NON-VERBAL AUTISM. <big>'''VIEW AT YOUR OWN CAUTION'''</big></small>}}
 
====More info discovered ====
On July 24th 2024, Elviah's criminal record was found and leaked. Surprisingly, only one offence was found. It was a parking violation from late 2021 where she was driving on the wrong side of the road or however the Halverson is bad at driving. She had also received a second document for not paying the fine. Also through this they found her license plate. On the same day. Her LinkedIn was searched and another picture of her face was found, and it was used to bring back the Elviah troll channel. Alleycat was still on a vacation as you would expect.
 
====august anti elviah operations====
In august, the anti elviah operation massively expanded. This started when demin got his friend antares (formerly known as RSM) joined and got more screenshots of lunuses server. However. When antares got banned. RGF joined the server and got some more screenshots. Then. Antaresis group, antaria, joins the war against elviah. The SSY, lead by aziz hassan, is also contacted, but they dont plan to join the war soon. In other news, elviahs roblox account (UNCONFIRMED) is found. And END rebrands to “GENBITZ” and then goes inactive. With tiko/lionarcher being the last elviah groom victim.
 
====september anti elviah oppressions====
On September 4th, elviahs email was leaked though demin taking an old youtube username that only appeared on google search. Due to the first 2 letters at the start of her email already being discovered, he was able to combine this information with the existing information and successfully tracked elviahs email.
due to this, elviah changed her steam name to "ziggy" and either rebranded or deleted her main twitter account and her twitch account. she also changed her deviantart bio thing to "hiii o7".
 
===the end and post-war events===
 
===the end==•
on the night of september 6th, 2024, demin had a conversation with alleycat (who came back from vacation). the contents of said conversation are to remain private for now. but due to this conversation. the elviah war finally ended. thus ending a conflict that has been going on for almost 2 years.
 
===post war events in september===
Nothing major happened until september 18th, when elviahs dox was removed from doxbin for an unknown reason. However. There is a chance doxbin support might be contacted and have the paste restored.
 
=Social Media Niggery==
 
===YouTube===
Elviah's inacitve YouTube channel. She posts her autism tributes to her content farm BFF's and shitty Minecraft videos. She deletes any hate comments she finds on there almost instantly. She also made shitty Gacha Life videos with another autist she likely has lesbian e-sex with on Twitter DMs that calls herself "spooky heart" or "spop". What makes one of these videos ironic is that in one of the scenes she destroys her "haters" and "art thiefs", the second one is because at the time, Elviah couldn't create any art herself and instead used character creation games and commissions to make her shitty OCs, first one is ironic because her haters later destroyed HER.
<big> '''WARNING, HYPER AUTISM''' </big>
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===Twitter===
This is widely concidered as Elviah's main platform. There, she spews liquid ass from her tweets that are basiclly just either her having an autistic fit of joy over some new thing coming out, her whining about sports, trash commission art, or her shitting and running arround about SWTOR dragon age gobamsktnf man's latest update/patch note with the occasional IRL stuff. Outside of her (now privated) tweets, she chats (and likely has e-sex) with her grooming victims and her 9999 boyfriends. was privated by Elviah after the November 30th anal rape. and either deleted or moved after her email was leaked
 
===DeviantART===
 
Where Elviah dumps a good chunk of her ebolAIDS, and she has been a member for a Long time. She also posted “vents” on her account (which are HILARIOUS pre-Demin ragesharts). A notable one is titled ”fury”, where she yaps about some rando getting raped or however the END is groomed. This is also where she posted her SWTOR first time fanfic (yes, the porn one). Recently, Demin has discovered that elviah favourited <big> <big> <big> <big> {{rainbow|'''''GAY MEN KISSING!!!'''''}} </big> </big> </big> </big>. You can find that under her “teen wolf” category in her favourites. '''WARNING: IT ''WILL'' MAKE YOU VOMIT'''
 
====deviantart rageshart “vents”====
You can see her ragesharts below: click on the "[Expand]" link across the corresponding rageshart to see it.
1: “fury” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed">
<pre>
Angry doesn’t even start to describe it
 
Disgusted
 
Repulsed
 
Furious
 
Raging
 
Ready to throw up
 
Ready to throttle him
 
Ready to start throwing punches
 
How does one even start
 
To comprehend something like this
 
Its outrageously wrong
 
Its hurtful
 
Its disgusting
 
I just want to strangle him
 
For doing this to her
 
 
One year
 
She kept it quiet
 
For 1 year
 
And 22 days
 
She remembers the exact date it happened
 
And told
 
No one
 
 
It makes me sick
 
Every nerve
 
Every thought
 
Every twist of my gut
 
Just screams at me
 
How repulsive this is
 
 
I want to kill him
 
With my own bare hands
 
Take my fingers
 
And just wrap them around his throat
 
Until he stops breathing
 
Or worse
 
Take dad’s shotgun to his dick
 
Make sure he never uses it again
 
Or
 
Even better
 
Blast his fucking kneecaps off
 
Maybe then he’d understand
 
That what he did
 
Is NOT OK
 
It is NEVER
 
OK
 
To do something like that
 
EVER
 
 
I just want to hold her
 
Hug her
 
Tell her I love her
 
And try to take all this away
 
Tell her it’s not her fault
 
No matter how guilty she feels
 
It is HIS fault
 
And HIS alone
 
I want to take away her shame
 
Take away her sadness
 
Make everything all better
 
 
But how?
 
How do I even start to fix this?
 
What can I do?
 
Where do I begin?
 
How am I supposed to cope?
 
How has she been coping?
 
 
I want revenge
 
I know I shouldn’t
 
I know it won’t change anything
 
But it would feel pretty fucking good
 
 
That sick
 
Twisted
 
Fuck head
 
Bastard
 
How dare he
 
...
 
How dare he
 
 
 
What am I supposed to do?
 
 
 
I hate him
 
An emotion
 
I never knew I was capable of
 
Is now flourishing
 
In full swing
 
And I am
 
Embracing
 
Every
 
Last
 
Drop
</pre>
</div>
2: “what they say” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed">
<pre>
                                                                            What They Say
 
She sheds like a cat
 
You need to exercise more
 
You eat all the time
 
You eat and eat and eat and eat and eat
 
You’re gonna be 1000 pounds someday if you keep eating like that
 
She always tries to be so clever
 
You keep picking at your face
 
You're gonna have scars there for the rest of your life
 
You’re not fat, you just have big muscles
 
You’re gonna end up working at a McDonalds the rest of your life
 
If you get to the point where you can’t walk, I’m not waiting I’m running
 
You have no motivation
 
None
 
All you want to do is sit on your laptop and play games all day
 
Reality sucks
 
It doesn’t get any better
 
You’re so stubborn
 
You’re not funny
 
You’re selfish and mean
 
You never help around here
 
I shouldn’t have to ask, you should just do
 
You should just know to get things done around here
 
People are not nice
 
Why are you so scared to talk to people?
 
You are afraid of everything
 
I don’t understand
 
What is a fandom?
 
You’re so weird
 
You’re 18, grow up!
 
You could at least try to be there for your sisters every once in a while
 
You can't keep forgetting
 
You always forget everything
 
You’re lazy
 
You sit around all day and then wonder why I get mad
 
Wake up!
 
Pull your head out of your ass
 
If you end up on the streets, too bad
 
I’m not giving you a cent for college if you don’t have good grades
 
I know you’re smarter than this
 
You don’t try
 
You make up excuses all the time
 
If you do what they did, you’re done, I’m cutting you off
 
You need to brush your teeth
 
Oh my god, why does your breath smell so bad?
 
It's awful
 
You're gonna kill somebody
 
You cannot wear that in public
 
It's so ugly, that shirt is hideous
 
The Chipmunks? Seriously?
 
I don't care if it's Star Wars
 
You're not keeping a shirt that says "Join the Dark Side"
 
Get off, you're gonna squish me!
 
'If I have something useful to say, I'll say it'
 
But you never say anything!
 
You don't ever help around here
 
You should just know there's stuff to get done
 
She's a little slow
 
It takes a while for her to catch on
 
You never fight back
 
You always run away and hide because you want people to feel sorry for you
 
Are you ever going to have a relationship with people?
 
Why aren't you happy? Like all your friend's; they're happy
 
Half the bag is gone, who do you think it was?
 
I poke at her because she likes to sit there
 
"Honesty is the best policy"
 
You got nothing up here *points to head* and nothing in here *points to heart*
 
You can't say that to someone - ever
 
You never say that in front of people
 
You lie, you always lie


===post-ASA elviah/the termination of demin (on youtube)===
I can't see her with anybody
on march 1st 2024. demin decided to upload one last trolling video on elviah but this didnt last long. as elviah crawled out of her own asshole to mass report the video. terminating his channel and making it temporarilly lost media. (demin still has the original video file, he just cant accsess it) this reignited the elviah war. and demin proclamed that on march 5th. he and his group (the scourge) would mass-rape and hack all of elviahs socials and leak all her DMS. but due to his account being disabled2 days before the attack. he was unable to command and the attack was unsucsessful. elviah remains inactive to this day.


==social media niggery==
It's ok, we still love you *sarcastically*


===youtube===
I've never seen someone move so slow in all my life
elviahs inacitve youtube channel. she posts her autism tributes to her content farm BFF's and shitty minecraft videos she deletes any hate comments she find on there almost instantly. she also made shitty gacha life videos with another autist she likely has lesbian esex with on twittter DMs that calls herself "spooky heart" or "spop" what makes one of these video's ironic is that in one of the scenes she destroys her "haters" and "art thiefs" the second one is because at the time, elviah couldnt create any art of herself and used character creation games and coms to make her shitty OCs first one is ironic because her haters later destroyed HER.


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=oEHDpnxo_ro
You're going to end up with a crappy life because you don't know how to talk to people
===twitter===  
 
wip
You need to work on your issues
 
 
                                                                              What I Hear
 
I’m a failure
 
I’m a disappointment
 
I'm worthless
 
 
 
 
                                                                          What I Believe
 
I’m a failure
 
I’m a disappointment
 
I'm worthless
EDIT: I've been adding on as people have said things. It just keeps getting worse and worse</pre>
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3: “self harm” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed">
<pre>
TRIGGER WARNING
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
A razor blade
 
A knife
 
A scissors
 
A box cutter
 
A lighter
 
A flame
 
 
It doesn’t matter how
 
What matters is that it happens
 
Thoughts and emotions take over our mind
 
And we can't stop
 
We know
 
Because we’ve tried
 
It doesn’t matter what you say to us
 
The demons are louder
 
The voices in our heads
 
Increasing in volume
 
Telling us we’re nothing
 
Worthless
 
A failure at life
 
No one really cares about us
 
They won’t miss us when we’re gone
 
Why bother staying around
 
When we’re just dragging them down anyway
 
Some of us are stronger than others
 
And resist the pull a little longer
 
But no matter how we try
 
To block out the sounds
 
They always come back
 
Whispering from the shadows
 
Inviting us in for just one more
 
 
One more cut
 
One more burn
 
One more mark
 
 
 
 
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4: “wrong” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed"><pre>What’s wrong with me?
 
I’m the worst hypocrite I’ve ever met
 
I smile at them
 
Then go slack face the second they turn away
 
What do I even have right now?
 
A couple distracting assignments?
 
Stuff to keep my mind off what’s really going on?
 
I’m not happy
 
I don’t think I have been
 
I actually think I’m losing part of my sanity
 
Seriously
 
It’s like there’s something in my head
 
Cracking or waiting to break
 
Doesn’t make any damn sense, I know
 
I’m just…lost
 
Guess it’s back to the scissors till I know what I’m doing
 
It’s like I’ve run out of words to describe all this shit
 
Yet the feelings keep changing
 
Keep coming and going
 
But never disappearing
 
What am I even doing?
 
I’m suffocating on nothing
 
Just going day to day
 
I have decided one thing though
 
I may not be able to help myself anymore
 
But I can help them
 
The two people who still have a future
 
Who still have a purpose
 
Who know what they want in life
 
Not like me
 
I don’t know what I want
 
Where to get it
 
And even if I did
 
I wouldn’t get it
 
I do the minimum to keep myself going
 
Because I know it won't last
 
Not for long
 
Maybe I’ll consider this charade my closing act
 
 
 
God’s I miss her
 
So damn much
 
She would’ve been 10 in May
 
And she was such a good dog
 
Such a damn good dog
 
Maybe that’s where my sanity is going
 
Maybe I’m losing my mind
 
Because such a huge part of my childhood is gone
 
I keep watching her video
 
Over and over
 
And the tears won't fucking stop
 
God it just hurts
 
Like someone’s stabbing in the heart
 
Again and again
 
I want her back
 
I just want her to come walking out of her kennel
 
And come lick these tears off my face
 
Maybe then they’ll actually stop
 
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</div>
5: “missing those days” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed"><pre>
Do you remember them?
 
Some days I think I’m still living them
 
But then I wake up
 
And realize it’s just a lie
 
There’s no happiness
 
Not anymore
 
Sometimes I wonder if I’m making it up
 
If I’m just doing this for attention
 
But then it’s there
 
It always comes back
 
That sick feeling in your gut
 
When you know you’re not wanted
 
And there’s nothing you can do to change it
 
So you just keep doing what you’re doing
 
Pretending everything’s ok
 
When it’s not
 
And I mean
 
Really
 
Not
 
Ok
 
I hear all these stories
 
Of how it gets better
 
And I want to believe them
 
But how can I?
 
I’ve let them down so many times
 
I’ve failed them
 
I couldn’t protect them
 
I couldn’t save her
 
And now I’ve made certain that I won't forget
 
These marks will last forever
 
And I want them there
 
I need them there
 
If nothing else
 
They are something to rely on
 
When I’ve run out of options
 
I realized something today
 
I have no self
 
No concept of who I am
 
I do what I’m told without question
 
I say what people want to hear
 
Or what I think they want me to sound like
 
I have no identity
 
They wonder why I latch so hard onto fandoms
 
Maybe it’s because the characters I create for them
 
Are so I at least have some idea of who I am
 
Or who I could be
 
Or should be
 
Oh fuck
 
Who am I kidding?
 
I’m just a mindless drone that’s done nothing but disappoint
 
How can they stand it?
 
Being so blind
 
Do they not see what's going on here?
 
Or am I just that good of an actor?
 
I’m a terrible liar
 
So it can't be that
 
They must just believe the smile
 
I’m good at faking that
 
I always have been
 
I’m just worried I’ll get caught
 
What if they see them?
 
The marks
 
Then what?
 
I won't admit anything to them
 
No
 
I’ll just keep my mouth shut as usual
 
And let it pass over
 
Like every other problem I’ve had
 
That’s what normal people would call this
 
A problem
 
Those pills are sounding better and better every day
 
Maybe I should just go for them
 
See what happens
 
See if the stories are true
 
See if they really care
 
Because right now
 
I don’t think they do
 
They think I’m fine
 
Which I am
 
To them
 
Just not to me
 
How can I be fine if I don’t even know who I am?
 
How can I be fine when all I do is let people down?
 
Fuck this shit
 
I’ll find a way to deal with it
 
 
</pre>
</div>
6: “failure” (originally called: “why im a failure)” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed"><pre>
 
 
I don’t do good in school – not anymore
 
I haven’t for a while
 
I accept 50% on tests and thank god I somehow passed when I really didn’t
 
I don’t study because I know I’m going to fail anyway, so what's the point
 
I don’t have a future
 
I don’t have a purpose
 
I don’t see myself surviving past 20 years old
 
And even if I do
 
Nobody will want me
 
Why would they?
 
All I ever do is disappoint people
 
I’m the butt of the joke because “I can take it”
 
And why shouldn’t I take it?
 
I’m the strong one
 
I can handle anything
 
They don’t need to know that I’m dying inside
 
Or that I hide in the bathroom late at night with a scissors
 
Because the pain is the only distraction from myself
 
I can't think about reality for more than a few seconds
 
Before  some random scenario takes over my thoughts
 
I’m a failure
 
I
 
Am
 
A
 
Failure
 
And the giant F carved into my thigh proves it
 
If I get scars, so what
 
It’s not like I’ll ever find a man deserving enough to see them
 
Hell, who am I kidding?
 
It’s me that’s undeserving
 
Why should I bother dressing nice or putting on makeup
 
If there’s no one to impress anyway?
 
Even when I do try
 
I’m just another ghost in the walls
 
Why do I hide away all the time?
 
Every time I try to come out of my shell
 
I am verbally beaten back into it
 
And then yelled at more for hiding
 
I can't win
 
Everything I do is wrong
 
They talk about how I always try to say clever things
 
Maybe it’s because that’s how they’ll listen to anything I say
 
They talk about how they were going to make a joke the second I leave the room
 
Yea, like I haven’t heard that before
 
They talk about how I have no motivation in life
 
That I’ll never get anywhere because I never try
 
Geez, I wonder where it’s all gone
 
Once I finish venting, I feel nothing
 
A numb pain as my thighs throb from the scissors
 
I do it just to make sure I’m still alive
 
Or at least surviving
 
Maybe I should just get those pills
 
Try them out
 
Be rid of this vessel that chickens out of everything I want to do
 
Maybe I should just get my wings
 
I don’t know if it would work, but I could try
 
I could try to get a purpose for my life
 
Make something become real
 
So that I am at least important to someone
 
I let them both down so many times
 
Hardly what a good big sister is supposed to do
 
How am I supposed to help them
 
When they’re always tearing up me?
 
If the real world isn’t any better than what it’s like now
 
Then I don’t want to be a part of it
 
I’d rather go by my hand than by someone else’s in 20, 30 years from now
 
When ISIS or some other lunatics cause the third world war
 
It would be so easy
 
Just grab the bottle and keep swallowing till they were all gone
 
It would be so peaceful once it’s over
 
No more pain
 
No more fear
 
No more failure
 
Just endless bliss in worlds I’ve only been dreaming of
 
Can't they see I don’t belong here?
 
I’m not meant to stay on this planet
 
I have to find a way out
 
I have to stop failing everyone
 
</pre>
</div>
7: “cry for help” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed"><pre>
 
Sitting here looking at my screen
 
I’ve been so lost
 
Feeling empty
 
I have no purpose
 
Nothing left anymore
 
It’s just numb and blank
 
No option of either or
 
What happened to me
 
Made me feel this way
 
It’s like I’m just gone
 
A shell to naught say
 
The thoughts I do have
 
Are all rather dark
 
Pills, notes,
 
That sort of hark
 
But who’s there to tell
 
Nobody cares
 
And even if they did
 
Life’s different than theirs
 
They don’t understand
 
What’s there to explain
 
That I’m lost or alone
 
Or that they’re to blame
 
There’s nothing anymore
 
I don’t even try
 
Nothing to want or have
 
Easier to just cry
 
But I don’t
 
And I won't
 
For there’s no tears to shed
 
Why bother staying alive
 
If you’re better off dead
 
I’m not living my life
 
Hell I’m barely surviving
 
I don’t face much strife
 
But I’m certainly not thriving
 
Existing might be
 
A much better choice
 
Of words I won’t utter
 
With my disappearing voice
 
It’s strange to explain
 
This state of being
 
Maybe someone understands
 
Or maybe it’s just me
 
There’s a phrase I hold onto
 
Run daily through my head
 
You might recognize it
 
The words Sherlock said
 
“Alone is what I have
 
Alone protects me”
 
The rest doesn’t matter
 
Not the way I see
 
Lately it’s all I have
 
The words of the fandoms
 
To get me through the day
 
Like a bit of an anthem
 
SuperWhoLock
 
One I’m hoping you’ll know
 
Keeps the gear going
 
But they run rather slow
 
Destiel, Johnlock,
 
Sabriel too
 
Seeking OTP love
 
To replace those untrue
 
This void of my life
 
Which I’m trying to fill
 
Seems pointless at best
 
Maybe now’s for the pill
 
I used to run scared
 
From words such as these
 
Now I write them myself
 
Such strange irony
 
You may want to help
 
But I wouldn’t say try
 
There’s nothing left to save here
 
Just a few little goodbyes
 
If there is no purpose
 
No future I can foresee
 
Then what’s left to hold onto
 
Nothing for me to be
 
I don’t have any goals
 
I’ve tried making some
 
But they’ve not worked before
 
Left me nothing but numb
 
I don’t really want to go
 
But I shouldn’t stay
 
The things I’ve done
 
Such a burden they weigh
 
Maybe it’s a good thing
 
She’s still around
 
My sister, that is
 
Though she’s not quite sound
 
“You’re my best buddy” she says
 
Has said since we were young
 
It’s wouldn’t be fair of me
 
If this upon her I flung
 
And so I’ll stick around
 
Just a little bit longer
 
If I do find a purpose
 
Perhaps I’ll get stronger
 
This note I’ll never show her
 
She can’t ever see
 
The weakness I hide
 
That’s been inside me
 
They’re a blessing, these notes
 
Have always kept me sane
 
As an outlet, an exit
 
From the real world of pain
 
I say I feel nothing
 
That I don’t really care
 
Yet I wrote this in rhyme
 
Maybe there is still a prayer
 
</pre>
</div>
8: “confessions” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed"><pre>
 
 
My heart pounds in my ears
 
Love
 
The one word that can both excite
 
And scare
 
But which is it?
 
That in itself is a giant leap forward
 
One that I’m not ready to take
 
Only 2 months into this
 
And it’s already reached that?
 
A part of me doubts
 
Another part doesn’t know what to think
 
It’s possible
 
Not likely
 
But possible
 
Right?
 
I thought it took years
 
To ever truly know a person
 
Perhaps it’s how we met
 
Or just the way I treated him
 
Blind to the meaning of nice?
 
It seems strange
 
To someone raised in this fucked up society
 
Where rules control our everyday life
 
Where expectations are set
 
And people ‘just know’ what things mean
 
Yet there we both sat
 
Miles apart
 
Looking at the same screen
 
And as I explained things
 
I realized
 
Things are not always what they seem
 
Not every was raised like me
 
Not everyone sees things like I do
 
The world from his perspective
 
Was something totally new
 
Raised in total darkness
 
Never knowing anything else
 
I guess I really made a change
 
By just being myself
 
Already I see a difference
 
In the way he’s talking
 
Could I really have this kind of impact?
 
By just being me?
 
I never thought I’d see or hear
 
Such confessions that I did
 
Apologizes for something
 
He really can't control
 
Begging me not to go
 
When we haven’t even met
 
To be needed so strongly
 
That he has nothing else to hold onto
 
Is that why we were fated to meet?
 
There has to be something to this
 
Never before have I seen
 
Such dedication from someone
 
But there are so many different sides of him
 
It’s hard to tell which is the right one
 
Everyone has their perks and faults
 
I sit here and ponder
 
Where do I want this to go?
 
There’s a reason we met
 
There’s no denying that
 
The question of why though
 
Has yet to be answered
 
I want it to be something more
 
Or at least I think I do
 
It’s hard to tell through all this fear
 
Of not knowing what to do
 
Childhood scars
 
That never fully healed
 
Still haunt me to this day
 
And leave my heart in a shield
 
It’s exciting and thrilling
 
And terrifying all at once
 
How do you know what is what?
 
What is truly love?
 
</pre>
</div>
9: “endeavours” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed"><pre>
 
 
As I sit here looking at the screen
 
I wonder where to begin
 
It’s hard to believe it’s already been a couple months
 
It seems like just a few weeks
 
It began with the game
 
That’s hardly a surprise
 
With the grouping and missions
 
Help was bound to arise
 
Initial conversations
 
Were just music at first
 
But then we moved on
 
And discovered something worse
 
At first it was curiosity
 
Mixed with a bit of fear
 
But I swallowed my doubts
 
And let myself out
 
And look at where we are now
 
It’s not something I would’ve expected
 
No one could’ve seen this coming
 
I’ve been told it’s a bad idea
 
But they don’t know you
 
The way that I do
 
They’re all just too judgmental
 
They may claim it’s not so
 
But I do know
 
The thoughts that they don’t vocalize
 
It’s called stepping out
 
Letting go of your thoughts
 
And learning to see through other eyes
 
So we’re totally different
 
What's wrong with that?
 
Diversity gets you farther
 
Than a close-minded approach
 
It’s an interesting situation
 
This thing we’ve got going
 
From two different worlds
 
That are more alike than you know
 
A Jedi and a Sith
 
Two ends of the scale
 
Are they really enemies
 
When both want to prevail?
 
What makes one side wrong
 
And the other right
 
One path is the dark
 
The other is the light
 
Neither can exist
 
Without the other
 
A strange concept to consider
 
To redeem or to fall
 
In the end
 
Does it matter?
 
We’re both just people
 
Living our day to day lives
 
The nighttime holds the talking
 
The future – a surprise
 
The unknown should be embraced
 
Not left to sit alone
 
What better way to know the world
 
Than by stepping out of your zone
 
A new friendship has blossomed
 
One that no one quite understands
 
But as long as both are happy
 
Who really gives a damn?
 
It was fate that brought them together
 
Of that much I am certain
 
An opportunity to make a change
 
Will be taken advantage
 
If a spark is lit along the way
 
Let it grow into a fire
 
Don’t throw away
 
A chance like this
 
Life likely won't give you another
 
See where it goes
 
Go with the flow
 
And the rewards to all will be inspired
 
</pre>
</div>
10: “unbeautiful” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed"><pre>
 
I try to quiet my mind
 
But it’s all over the place
 
My job, my friends, just life in general
 
It’s all around me spinning so fast
 
Like a whirlwind that can't be stopped
 
No matter how much I want it to
 
The mind grows weary
 
The spirit does as well
 
Listening to stories these past couple days
 
Have left it drained and empty
 
It has been this way for a while
 
But there had been something left before
 
Now all that remains
 
Is a very empty hole
 
A void
 
A want
 
A selfish need
 
Watching other enjoy their happiness
 
But also suffering through their struggles
 
The love is there
 
The pain is real
 
At least they have someone
 
To call their own
 
While I sit and wait
 
Giving advice that for experience I don’t even have
 
I’m trying to be supportive
 
I’ve always been good at that
 
Having everyone else’s back
 
And being there to talk when no one else will
 
Everyone relies on me
 
And I’m ok with that
 
But when will they start to see
 
I need someone to give back
 
Being single isn’t all bad
 
But when you’re the only one
 
Watching all the couples around you
 
Having their own special fun
 
Wishing you could have that too
 
Not just someone to talk with
 
But someone to call your own
 
To be that special being in your life
 
When you’re feeling all alone
 
It’s like a nagging void in my soul
 
I just can't seem to shake
 
It’s not because I’m weak
 
Or have no self esteem
 
It’s because I’ve been strong for so long
 
I want someone to take care of me
 
To hold my hand or cuddle with
 
Watching movies on the couch
 
To be randomly kissed and smile about it
 
To have secret inside jokes
 
To feel like I’m wanted
 
And not just for my usefulness
 
But because I feel so alone
 
People around me say I’m special
 
Then why does it not feel so?
 
I love seeing other people happy
 
Let’s be real – who doesn’t?
 
But why is it when they say I deserve the best
 
Am I left with nothing?
 
I don’t want to wait
 
It’s getting too hard
 
And as shallow as it seems
 
Everyone wants to be wanted
 
So why does no one want me?
 
I’ll never say these things out loud
 
Nobody else needs to know
 
They see me as the strong confident one
 
Not the one who feels alone
 
But maybe it’s because it’s been so long
 
Everyone else is finding theirs
 
That special someone to be with them
 
To show them that they care
 
I don’t
 
I can't
 
I won't tell them I’m alone
 
If anything I’ll put on an act
 
A show that I’m just fine
 
It doesn’t need to bother them
 
That the loneliness is killing me inside
 
I can't bear the wait
 
It’s like a bomb waiting to blow
 
But maybe in a few more months
 
I won't feel so alone
 
Maybe I’ll get lucky
 
And find that guy just for me
 
Or maybe I’m just fooling myself
 
And there’s really no one waiting
 
Still it’s hard to guess this soon
 
Before I’m even there
 
I’ll have to wait
 
Despite the pain
 
And life had better be fair
 
I can't be alone
 
Not anymore
 
The wait has taken its toll
 
I’ve been seeing too many couples around
 
In groups of people I know
 
They’re all so happy
 
Putting arms around waists
 
And kisses on cheeks
 
Why don’t I have that?
 
Am I not one to be desired?
 
All this self-doubt looks and sounds so damn shallow
 
Not my fault I was cursed with emotions
 
I’m human
 
Aren’t we all?
 
Being human means we know how to feel
 
And while helping others always feels great
 
Sometimes we need help too
 
I hate admitting it
 
Like I said – I’m the strong one
 
But I’m lonely as hell
 
Despite all the people around me
 
There’s a void not even God can fill
 
I’ve tried and I’ve tried to push it away
 
But it’s like a damn mosquito bite
 
It’s not gone till it bleeds
 
And Band-aids aren’t enough to heal it
 
I’ve been rambling awhile
 
And have pretty much run out of things to say
 
But the hole is still there
 
I can feel it like a heavy stone on my heart
 
I should probably catch some sleep tonight
 
Maybe morning will be brighter
 
</pre>
</div>
11: “decisions” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed"><pre>
 
Don’t take anything for granted
 
When life gives you an opportunity
 
Take it
 
Don’t question it
 
Enjoy the simple things in life
 
You don’t know how long they will last
 
Be free
 
Be wild
 
Do things you never otherwise done
 
Realize that you have a purpose in life
 
And while you may not see it right now
 
It’s there
 
Waiting for just the right moment to be discovered
 
Grab it
 
Take it
 
Hold onto it like it’s the last thing you’ll see
 
Live life to its fullest
 
Because its worth living
 
Just look around you
 
How can the world not be full of little miracles?
 
Was it fate?
 
I think so
 
Everything happens for a reason
 
And right now
 
That reason is to complete
 
To fill a hole that no one else could
 
To step in when I needed it most
 
Will I keep questioning it?
 
Probably
 
But I will never turn my back on a thing like this
 
Never again will I doubt such a rare chance
 
This is what was meant to be
 
And I will accept it to my every advantage
 
Regardless of where it takes me in the future
 
I can do this
 
I will do this
 
And I will enjoy every second of it
 
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12: “conflictions” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed"><pre>
 
Looking out the window
 
My mind starts to wonder
 
Is this just a farce?
 
Or is there something better?
 
It’s hard to see reality
 
When all I see are pics of you and me
 
Snapchat’s not the greatest source
 
But it’s all I got
 
More than nothing I suppose
 
Questions start to flood my mind
 
How long will this last?
 
Is there even a point?
 
Our conversations are kinda shallow
 
But is that really so wrong?
 
In a world where girls are Barbies
 
Or at least expected to be
 
It’s hard to turn away a guy
 
Who says he likes me
 
Even though he’s across the globe
 
It can't be all wrong
 
Can it?
 
I guess it is always me
 
Who’s asking the real questions
 
“How many siblings?
 
Favorite animal?
 
Do you have plans for college?”
 
I start to suspect there’s something else hidden
 
In that part of your mind that I can't see
 
I haven’t even heard your voice
 
But still I call you ‘boyfriend’
 
Maybe this is a bad idea
 
Maybe I should just turn away
 
But after years of being alone
 
Its attention that I crave
 
To finally be called cute
 
And told I’m really pretty
 
But is there a point where I should stop
 
When he asks for pics of other things?
 
I won't cave yet
 
I’m not some Barbie
 
But what am I supposed to think
 
When half the time he ignores me?
 
It’s always me who snaps him first
 
Perhaps that is a good thing
 
After all I’m out all day
 
While he is at home snoring
 
Still there is a part of me
 
That’s blaring with the warning
 
That maybe I should still back out
 
Before something happens
 
I want to trust him
 
Even though I shouldn’t
 
But how do you turn away
 
 
</pre>
</div>
13: “realisations” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed"><pre>
 
I feel like a fool
For not realizing it before
You never were the one for me
I have no feelings anymore
You were a lazy heartless idiot
Who never gave a damn
I was a crazy sightless spirit
Who cared only for the glam
I'm done with your excuses
You obviously don't care
Next time you come to my door
I will not be here
 
</pre>
</div>
14: “empty inside” <div class="mw-collapsible mw-collapsed"><pre>
 
The hour felt like a instant
The days felt like a minute
Unable to think clearly anymore
My thoughts are all about you
A week before our three month mark
You messed up
And broke my heart
Driving down the road that night
I could barely focus
My mind was a blur
My heart was pounding
All I could feel was a dull pain throbbing inside me
Even today, three days after that painful hour
I feel like the wrong person
Empty, with no purpose to my days
All my old habits have to be broken
And as they break
So do the shattered pieces of my heart
You were my everything
You gave me something to look forward to
Now I have nothing left
But to vent my frustration to the world
Nobody cares
And nobody knows
Because I'm keeping this secret
Close to my soul
It doesn't matter what they say
I'll still think about you
Everyday
We may pass by in the hallways
But its not the same
When you used to put your arms around me
I felt as if I could fly
All that time we spent together
Doesn't it mean anything to you?
You claimed we could still be friends
But do you really mean it?
You haven't said a word to me
Not ever since we ended it
This pain won't ever go away
And I wish that it would stop
Its distracting me from reality
Keeping me in our lost fantasy
When I had you
I was complete
But now all that's left
Is a gaping hole in me
I thought that we could make this work
But you did not agree
You said you didn't have any time
Especially not for me
I didn't want to believe you then
And still I futiely tried
To keep you where I wanted you
Back when you were mine
I still keep my phone with me
Every single day
Waiting for that text from you
Even if it just says "Hey"
Maybe someday there will be a chance
For us to get back together
But until that day comes for us
I'll be here waiting...forever
 
</pre></div>
 
===TikTok===
{{noinfo}}
Her most AIDS inducing platform (second only to her DA) where she posts IRL shitty phonecam videos. 90% of them are just her using some shitty filter and the other 10% is just her making TikToks of her driving or doing things in her house. She also sometimes includes her pets (that she possibly raped) in the videos. Is no different then any other ShitTok sharter unless you know what she did. Recently she has rebranded her tiktok account to “hollyday.96”, most likely after her court documents were leaked.
 
==Dickriders==
 
===Note for anyone here===
 
<big> If your in this part of the article. if you defect to our side. we will put you in a more favorable light.</big>
 
===spooky heart===
'''spooky heart''' or '''spop''' is one of Elviah's biggest dickriders, she likely has lesbian e-sex with Elviah while she's addicted to content farms (even more then Elviah is due to the unholy amount of art she has of them) just like Elviah. She posts garbage art about the content farms she's addicted to on her Instagram and Twitter. Plays on shartcorners Minecraft server. She, Elviah and some other autist called "Alleycat" make up another shitty group called "the mini legion". Not very much to say about her other then the fact she's Elviah's #1 fan. (or is she?) [[File:troonviah art by scock.jpg|thumb|right|300px|One of spooky shart's works. It OBVIOUSLY had to be of the Halverson herself.]]
 
===END (powerword: Alec Courtney)===
Elviah's most notable victim, and the first one to have been groomed. She's a terminally disabled Coloradoan spastic that forcibly spergs out unhinged horrid insults like "WHY DOES RUSSIA HATES ME" or "[Person here] IS GAZA STRIP NOW HAHAHA" or "I LOVE SUICIDE I SEX ON THEM EVERY DAY" and gets trolled the shit out of by the Scourge and it's members. And before she went schizo with her END persona, she went under the alias "Elviah's Fan" and impersonated Elviah herself. She also impersonated some rando called "pete the kitty TV" who sends his own info and acts almost the same as END. What makes this even more schizo is that '''END, under her PTK alt, has sent and extorted CP multiple times!''' Also what's notable is that before she was groomed, she (along with Jamie) was bullied ruthlessly by Elviah. <s> Most recently ungroomed himself and no longer follows the Halverson '''allegedly'''</s> NVM. Got groomed back into the circlejerk by elviah LMFAO
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===Tiko/Lionarcher===
{{noinfo}}
A terminally online sperg thats either END's alt or a grooming victim. Claims to be ENDs GF and acts the same as END minus the impersonations. Faced the same unfortunate fate as END, but unlike END, he doesn't rage in ALL CAPS. Basically a copy of END overall.
 
===thefallenreality/farose123u===
{{noinfo}}
[[File:TFR1.jpg|thumb|left]] [[File:TFR2.jpg|thumb|left]]
A tranny autist from Port Said, Egypt that ruthlessly despises Demin and the Scourge for: '''you guessed it! "stalking" Elviah for "no reason" '''
Yaps on twitter to either advertise his Roblox and Discord or send furry art accounts random videos. Supports Elviah despite the fact that she ruthlessly supports Israel and that TFR is a Palestine supporter. Overall just a spaz.
 
===everyone else===
'''ANGLIM''' - Welsh spaz that stole Jamie's GF's phone and told him via that phone's text that she was "going to break her legs so she never walks again". Much later ANGLIM was groomed by Elviah but she was VERY inactive and was last seen in 2023.
 
'''darkcornersYT''' - Terminally retarded content farm that leads an army of content farms called "the darknet" also owns a shitty Minecraft server ('''play.darkscorner.net'''). Feel free to rape!
 
==Enemies==
===Jamie/Lich king===
The Soviet (Originates from all 15 nations)
 
Irish founder of Scourge. One of Elviah's worst turned out people. He was hit so hard he became an alcoholic and got IBD. Usually the target for most of Elviah's attacks (especially from Elviah's grooming victims.)
 
===Demin===
The one who brought Elviah's empire crashing down and one of the OG members of Scourge. He was the one to dox her and the one who wrote this article. Is a crucial part of the Anti-Elviah movement dispite him going on long periods of inactivity that can last for months. Elviah got SO butthurt that she went on a termination spree and terminated <s>half</s> ALL BUT 2 of his total accounts (most of them were abandoned years ago) so this didnt really affect him since he moved to VidLii. He has recently returned to YouTube.
 
===Everyone else/to be added===
* BRODY MIXES - trolled the shit out of END and tiko when demin was away. He is a fan of the Kansas City Chiefs. Has ties to bodroum.just like demin.
 
* russian patriot - a Chechnian russian that’s usually the second target of ENDs schizobabbling
<small>'''(Flashback to that russia vendetta)'''</small>
 
* ariota4291
 
* lighting striker
 
* communist japan empire
 
==The Great Elvian War==
{{WIP}}
{{ib|title=[[File:war.png|250x250px]]}}
{{ibh|The Great Elvian war}}
{{ibr|Fought between|2022-2024 (still ongoing)}}
{{ibr|sides|Scourge and allies [[file:scourgeflag.png|25px]]
 
Elviah and ASA [[file:elviah.png|25px]] [[file:Asaflag.png|25px]] }}
{{ibr|Outcome|STILL ONGOING}}
 
{{ibend}}
The Elvian War is a war fought between 2022 and 2024. It originally started As a trolling operation against Elviah but after END was groomed, it quickly evolved into an online war where both sides were doing attacks. The Scourge did major attacks such as doxxing Elviah and toxxing ENDs account multiple time while Elviah did attacks such as terminating Demin's channels and grooming more people to use as dildos. As of now, SCOURGE is winning the war due to Elviah having to go into hiding. Even though ASA says THEY are winning the war, even though they aren't.
 
In late 2022, when they defeated sebs world of fun. Jamie (now known as Lich King) (at the time the owner of Scourge) came out about how Elviah and her friends had ruthlessly bullied him and END (this was before he was groomed) to the point of depression in December 2019. This prompted a response from OG Scourge members (such as ariota, SFBall, vexplade, and the infamous BAD USER STALKER, Demin) to make Wombo videos and attempt to dox her, shortly after in December 2022, END gets groomed by elviah and goes inactive; then returns on Elviahs side as “Elviah's Fan” , forms some larp group called “Legnet”. And for some reason FUNE enters the war on Elviah's side then leaves a week later.
After hard fighting, servers getting nuked, And trolling, progress is finally made. Elviah's Fan comes out as END and gets her other fuckbuddies (Tiko and Anglem) to join in on Legnet, now rebranded to ASA, Jamie's mental health drops severely and starts believing in END’s autistic fantasies. In better news, Elviah gets doxxed even more (her address was a faildox) and everything goes back into states of trolling. UNTIL...
 
On November 30th, Elviah finds out about the doxxing efforts and goes into hiding, privating all her accounts, and then BAWWWs to her friends about how Demin is “STOKANG” her. Then lord xenu (another Scourge member) does a withdrawal from the Elviah war. Where most people agree to this withdrawal with a few people that still want to fight with END. Demin then resorts to toxxing ENDs account. Then the war ends, UNTIL...
 
In February 2024, Elviah starts terminating Demin's channels on YouTube. This prompts an attack to get revenge on her. The attack was set for March 5th, however due to demin’s Discord account getting disabled, the attack was a failure. No new advances (other than END coming back) until June 2024, when 2 Elviah related servers were found and raided, then Alleycat came forward and wanted to learn about elviahs crimes committed by Elviah. However before she could tell us anything, she went on vacation. Making Elviah's other actions a mystery until the end of summer. Then in August, elviahs criminal record is found and leaked. Elviah then becomes very pissy and rebrands to hollyday.96 on TikTok, Bringing us to today.
 
==How to spot an Elviah rapedog==
You can quite easily spot an Elviah rapedog if they have any of the following traits listed below.
* They support Israel and despise Palestine to the point where the fluid in their head that they were born with instead of a brain starts to boil. (mostly found in ASAfags)
* They search, save, possess, and distribute CP.
* They call demin86 a "STUPID STALKER" and misspell his name as "denim".
* They watch and are friends with the content farm youtuber DarkCornersYT.
* They say Elviah did no wrong and deny everything she did (even though one good read of this article would change that.)
* They are racist to every race you can think of (mainly Russians and Slavic countries)
* They spaz out to the point where they look like they belong in a condom commercial. (mostly done by ASAfags)
==Crimes committed by Elviah==
1: Possession of child pornography - elviah used END (while impersonating pete the kitty) to blackmail snow cat (11-13 years old) into sending him her nudes. (Which were likely sent to elviah)
 
2: 3-5 counts of contributing to the Delinquency of a minor - groomed END (and many others) into becoming racist, and likely ruined his psyche due to the fact that she rages in caps all the time and now just acts like a spaz in general.
 
I know elviah did way more then that but none of them are actual crimes and moreso lulzworthy doings.
==Vandalism attempts==
 
Surprisingly, there has only been 1 direct vandalism attempt in this pages history, (all others were made by bots that spam the entire wiki) despite the fact that this article is part of what's raping her to death.
This vandalism attempt was done by some spaz called "jasiahescobar6" that replaced the gallery and the infobox with some rageshart about "mr grouse"
and random images. Unknown if this was an Elviah groom victim or just some rando who got bored and jacked off on the page
 
==trivia==
 
<big> <big> <big> '''Did you know that?'''</big> </big> </big>
 
* Elviah had a dead dog that was named “bella”?
* Elviah also has a cat with 3 legs (elviah used a hacksaw to cut the 4th one off) named ziggy? (not to be confused with the [[User:Ziggy|Warsaw admin]])
* Elviah likely owns and jacks off to nudes of a 12 year old that END extorted called snow cat?
* Elviah’s sister, Jessica Mariy Halverson, is terrible at driving and has 18 records relating to driving?
* Elviah is Norwegian and irish?
==gallery==
<gallery>
file:dearelviah.png|Anti-Elviah propaganda.
File:Baldviah.png
File:ClownGayviah.jpg
file:OFFICER DEMIN.png|Elviah's greatest fear.
file:elviahsituation.png|Pretty much elviah when she found out the doxxing.
file:lionarcher.png|Tiko/Lionarcher IRL
File:le hanging halverson2.png|Elviah: Behind The Screen.
File:halverbear.png
File:halverbearalt.png|Alternate version.
File:lazy.png|[https://wiki.bonziworld.org/index.php?title=Elviah&oldid=18600 an elviah rapedog's pathetic and lazy attempt at vandalizing this page.] Stay mad, Holly.
File:Mentality.jpeg| The garbage commissioned by Elviah (like this) is one of the many reasons why she belongs in an asylum.
File:what.webp|Just as confused as you are.
File:endcomesoutofthecloset.jpg |Congratulations END! we all still love you. you have been invited to join the child porn army.
File:court1.jpeg
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File:hollyannhalverson.jpg
File:elviahfeet.jpeg|You didn't want it but now you have it. Avert your eyes kids.
File:hell.jpeg|ELVIAH LOVES GAY PORN! [UNCENSORED VERSION https://wiki.bonziworld.org/File:Hellbutworse.png]
file:Elviahlookalike.jpeg|Elviah <s>lookalike</s> eats a TOY. Instantly regrets it.
File:shenotlikeus.png|Why you crying like a bitch aint you tired? Trying to strike a chord and it’s probably a-minorrrr
File:WHAT.jpeg|The similarities are eerie.
File:elviree.png|elviah when she gets her CP stash leaked.
File:halversonshitart.png|more halvershit art.
File:halverfoot.jpeg|elviahs dog has a foot fetish.
</gallery>


==external links==
==external links==
===socials===
===socials===
{{youtube|@Elviah}} JewTube channel (BALEETED)
{{discorduser|elviah|293521592485543936}} spedcord account


[[https://www.youtube.com/@Elviah youtube]]
{{twitter|@Elviah_96}} Main Twatter (BALEETED)


[[https://discord.gg/catbefeVga discord server (invite may or may not be invalid)]]
{{twitter|@halvie_96}} Old personal Twatter (HUGBOXXED)


{{discorduser|Elviah|}}
{{instagram|elviah.96}} Instagram (BALEETED)


[[https://twitter.com/Elviah_96 twitter]]
{{tiktok|@hollyday.96}} Shitock (BALEETED)


[[https://twitter.com/halvie_96 twitter (old personal account)]]
{{deviantart|elviah}} DeviantSHART


[[https://instagram.com/elviah.96 instagram]]
[https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198279013125 Steam] (BALEETED)


[[https://www.tiktok.com/@elviah_96 tiktok]]
[https://twitch.tv/elviah/home Twitch] (BALEETED)


[[https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198279013125 steam]]
[https://linkedin.com/in/hollyhalverson1996 LinkedIn]  


[[https://twitch.tv/elviah/home twitch]
[https://www.roblox.com/users/3994805908/profile?friendshipSourceType=PlayerSearch roblox] (UNKNOWN IF THIS IS ACTUALLY HER)


[[https://linkedin.com/in/hollyhalverson1996 linkedin]]
===Lolmilking/Trolling===


===lolmilking/trolling===
[https://www.vidlii.com/watch?v=GGkxldXuOLD Reupload of the afformentioned trolling video on the Elviah/Holly Halverson troll channel on vidlii ]


[[https://doxbin.net/uploads/elviahdox dox]]
[https://docs.google.com/document/d/1uSsFjhb3bqUT7OvmOdzHSUZpXARu_dDA8mfZWsrZSIA/edit?usp=sharing Elviah's fanfiction (ARCHIVED) ]


[[https://www.vidlii.com/watch?v=GGkxldXuOLD reupload of the afformentioned trolling video on the elviah/holly halverson troll channel on vidlii ]]
{{Groomzinge}}

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Holly Ann Halverson
Aliases elviah, elviah96, halvie96, hollyhalverson1996, hollyday.96
Residence New hope, Minnesota
Age/DOB June 6th, 1996 (28)
Race Norwegian-Irish
Hyper-obsessions Eating, grooming, fingering her STD ridden pussy to child porn, content farms, hiding from her haters, making shitty DeviantSHART, having an tickle fetish fanfictions and OCs
Works A bunch of random tributes to content farm channels as well as a few Gacha Life videos, the groomings of END, Lionarcher, Anglem, and possibly her entire friend group, making Jamie/Lich King suicidal, a bunch of autistic DeviantART fagfictions (with some even being NSFW!), the termination of Demin's YT channel.
Grooming victims followers The entireties of ASA, the legion and darknet, spooky heart (likely), thefallenreality, Combi, XingJane SquidKiller and like 9999 more people
Enemies Demin, the entirety of Scourge jamie/lich king, Hamas, Hezbollah and the Houthis in Yemen


Elviah (Not to be confused with Elijah) is a morbidly obese mentally handicapped autistic bitch and groomer that may or may not be caseohs lost sister (or a genderswapped hybrid of Seamus, CopperCab and CaseOh) who spends her time watching content farms and grooming kids to add to her personal army to destroy LE EVEL DAMIN AEND SKORUGCHE because they got her exposed for grooming END. When she was doxxed, she got SO butthurt she privated almost all her accounts and BAWWWED to her friends on her twitter DMS that she was being "stalked" she's also known for loving Pissrael to the point of an aneurysm and sending her grooming victims to destroy things she deems as bad (examples are END and Jamie's reputation within her community and Demin's YT channel), so expect a bunch of unregistered IPs to vandalise this page LOL ANON EDITS DISABLED.

Overview of the lego potato

Shat out of Bernadette Gleason's box on June 6th, 1996; Holly Ann Halverson was born to a shitty family in the town of New Hope, Minnesota, and started her journey of failures. Shes infamous for things such as grooming END and terminating Demin's channels.

As to her behaviour. She somewhat acts normal. Although when someone calls her out for what she’s doing she denies everything and starts spewing projectile diarrhea about how said person is “STALKING” her. And starts trying to make HIM look like the bad guy. She also LARPed about moving out of her parents house when she was 24. Despite the fact that her dox says otherwise.

History part 1: Pre-controversy era

MM- bare minimum

The fanfiction

quinn ran his tongue along the siths breasts, catching her by surprise

—elviah. Verse from said fanfiction.

On a day in summer 2013, Elviah made her infamous SWTOR fanfic. The fanfic involved 2 characters from the afformentioned game having sex. Much later in late 2023, this was discovered by Demin after Elviah forgot to private her DeviantART and Wattpad accounts, and as you expect, it was milked to hell. Notable quotes from there are "quinn ran his tongue along the siths breasts" and "go wash up so the fun part can begun" (don't even bother deleting it Elviah, we have it archived)

Content farm addiction

Yes you heard it right. Around late 2014, Elviah started watching a group of content farm channels known as "Darknet" and "The Legion" (OOOO SKARIII AAAAAAA) her addiction became so severe that she befriended the afformentioned content farms (including the ringleader of the group, DarkcornersYT) she was SO sexually attracted that she made shitty "tribute videos" about them. it's also notable to keep in mind that Elviah is a GROWN WOMAN.


what elviah genuinely likes to watch. please also keep in mind elviah is 28

The incident

It's December 2019; when out of the blue, the fat ginger whore turns on Jamie and END(later groomed by Elviah) and gets everyone else in her inner circle to turn on them (only making it more obvious she's groomed them all), eventually making them both depressed. And this hit jamie hard, starting a downward spiral that goes down to this day.

History Part 2: ASA/anti-Elviah war era

Aftershock - Birth of the Scourge

Scourge flag

A few years would pass where Jamie and END would only get worse, it seemed Elviah would get away with what she did, until, in late 2022, they both stumbled upon an anarchy server called "sebs world of fun's server" where the two met many other people one of which being Demin, who at the time was in a sissy fight with some retarded packer with MPD that larped as a nigger called "xarski" (or his other personality, vladoijan). Then, Jamie founded a group called "sebs world of fun 2.0" (later rebranded to Cobra Kai and then Scourge); shortly after, END went inactive. Then the group fixated on trolling Elviah through shitty Wombo videos combined with Scourge joining her server (and getting banned not even a minute later), and then starting to dox her. With all those factors combined, Elviah privated her Discord and went radio silent... or at least that what they THOUGHT.

The grooming of END

END was Elviah's most notorious victim. Groomed by Elviah into betraying the Scourge and becoming a sick fuck. This will be split into 2 parts due to major events.

The grooming of END - Part 1 - Elviah's Fan

The horrific reality was that in her inactivity, END was being groomed by Elviah, and gets groomed into making an account called "elviahs fan". through this account, she began to attack Scourge members and bulling the leader (Jamie) to the point of alchoholism and major depression. During this time, Warsaw and Fune appeared out of the blue (or out of one of the many anarchies) and not knowing what Elviah did, (at the time, the EF account was thought to be Elviah herself) joined Elviah/END's side, forming Legnet. however, Legnet being multi-member was short lived as Fune saw it as a waste of time and left. Shortly after, the dox on Elviah saw VERY major advancements (IE, her full name, and her city). Keep in mind, this was all done through TRIANGULATION. Shortly before Christmas, an account was made called "music to the ear" (later changed to "music to your ears"), but believe me, this was nowhere near the end of the conflict with END.

elviah moment !!!!!!111

The Grooming of END - Part 2, Elviah goes into hiding, more grooming and the shocking truth REVEALED

Somewhere in June 2023, MANCHESTER CITY OGISM managed to triangulate what was thought to be the exact location of Elviah's address (likely using a tree found in the background of one of her nigtoks). This caused Elviah's Fan to become very butthurt; and shortly after, END revealed himself as Elviah's Fan and summoned 2 more of Elviah's grooming victims (Tiko/Lionarcher and Anglem) and founded a nigger group called "ASA" (anal sex alliance or anti scourge alliance) and started attacking Russian Patriot and his son krz1985, started hating at least 70% of all races and started impersonating some other autist called "pete the kitty tv". in other news, Demin published Elviah's dox on Doxbin and had found Elviah's NSFW fanfic and shortly after, uploaded a troll video on November 1st under a troll account called "elviah/holly halverson". Not even a day later, Elviah strikes the video and gets the channel terminated for "CP". This is when Elviah finds out about the dox, and after doing so, she goes hushmode on ALL public social media, either privating her account or going inacitve on it. But shortly after, ibop, a scourge member, manages to get into contact with one of her MANY boyfriends (thefallenreality) and after he trolled him in DMS, Ibop manages to leak a twitter DM from TFR the accounts. DM goes as follows:

troonviah responding to a comment made by the elviah/holly halverson troll channel. Of course she Thinks it was END and jamie that created the channel because she has fetal alcohol syndrome and shaken baby syndrome. If you see someone like this. Send them to an institution. It's the only way.
 im being fucking stalked (elviah)
 are u ok? (TFR)
 not really (elviah)
 who the fuck is stalking you? (TFR)
 someone called denim (elviah)
 and his friends (elviah)
 long story (elviah)
the screenshot

Back to END and the grooming victim gang, Tiko/Lionarcher and Anglem had gone inactive (likely to tend to there autistic vegan black trans queen, Holly Halverson), leaving END as the only ASA faggot left. And END began to shit out massive ragesharts (HAHAHAHAHA DEMIN IS A POUR JUDE AND I RAPED RUSSIA HAHAHA I ALSO MADE JAMIES LIFE SHIT HAHAHAHA). This went on until Demin toxxed ENDs account in an attempt to get her to fuck off forever. This didn't work, but something else did. Jamie, somehow found END's address and full name; This prompted END to cry all the way back to Momma Halverson, finally ending the END/Elviah's Fan/ASA saga the ASA larp is still going to this day, although it's no longer hindering the anti-Elviah oppression as progress is now being made (although not as much progress). Looks like Halverspaz is not wanting to let go of her grooming victim army yet.

the extortion of snow cat

One day. (I don’t remember when but it was somewhere here) END decided that he was going to impersonate someone called “pete the kitty TV” who was butthurt after some scourge members beat his ass. So END created a new discord account to impersonate PTK. Then. While impersonating PTK, END decided that he would try to extort a 12 year old girl called snow cat into sending him nudes. It actually worked. And END got snow cats nudes, snow cat herself (who was actually on discord) didnt even care. And when the PTK discord account admitted to being END. It became highly suspected that END was groomed by elviah into doing this. Due to END having the mental capacity of a chimpanzee with microcephaly.

History Part 3: Post-hiding Era

Post-ASA elviah / the termination spree

On March 1st 2024, Demin decided to upload one last trolling video on Elviah but this didn't last long, as Elviah crawled out of her own asshole to mass report the video, terminating his channel and making it temporarily lost media (Demin still has the original video file, he just cant access it). This reignited the Elviah war, and Demin proclamed that on March 5th, he and his group (the Scourge) would mass-rape and hack all of Elviah's socials and leak all her DM'S. But due to his account being disabled 2 days before the attack, he was unable to command and the attack was unsucsessful. Then in march, the Magnolia Ave rapist goes on a rampage and terminates a large amount of his channels and shorty after returns to TikTok, but stays silent about Demin.

ASA's return / the accusations finally confirmed. (Teodor Akis groomed?)

On the night of 5/28/2024, Teodor Akis was groomed by Elviah. (NVM, THIS WAS JUST END LARPING) However, what makes this notable is this one screenshot. almost lost to time but saved at the last second.

This confirms the grooming accusations, finally making this long standing theory true, and as to an update. Teodor wasn't actually groomed. He was just being impersonated by the groomlarper END, likely being groomed by Elviah into doing this (like the pathetic loser she's).

History Part 4: The Downfall of Elviah

Part 1 - The Loyals and Lunus's Lair

Screenshot taken by phase ultima. notice that lunus is trying his best to use decent insults.

The Loyals and Lunus's Lair are 2 Pisscord servers inhabited by the Halverson, discovered by Demin while searching though the Legion/Darknet. Shortly after discovery, he sent The Loyals to the Scourge (and shortly after to Warsaw), which was then raided. As for Lunus's Lair, when Demin joined, he sent it to Warsaw and then he got banned shortly after. But his thirst for lulz was just too unquenchable, so he got phase ultima to join it and take the screenshot for him. The next day, Demin organizes a raid on Lunus's Lair. This raid would have everyone DM members of the server a copypasta exposing Elviah via linking to this article. What would happen next would change the war forever.

Part 2: Alleycat defects (?)

One of the people that responded to the previous DM raid was none other then Alleycat, one of Elviah's close friends. She reads this article and then explains she wants to hear our side of the story (the true side). She then joins a GC with the gang, where, before they can explain anything, Lich King adds END to the group, sidetracking everyone into gangraping END instead of explaining to Alleycat Groomviah's crimes and getting information from her. What makes this worse is that the next day, Alleycat goes on vacation for allegedly half the summer. So we just need to wait for her to come home to get said information.

Some usual END trolling that took place in the GC with alleycat
Some usual END trolling that took place in the GC with alleycat

Part 3: The interval

GAY MEN KISSING?!?!?

On July 10th, 2024, Demin found that Elviah had favoured GAY MEN KISSING on her DeviantART account. It ranged from just SFW gay relationship art to borderline porn, and there was a lot of it. You can find this art under her “teen wolf” category in her favourites.

⚠⚠⚠ ALERT ⚠⚠⚠
WARNING: LOOKING AT ANY OF THIS GAY ART THAT ELVIAH FAVOURITED WILL NOT ONLY MAKE YOU WANT TO BLEACH YOUR BRAIN WITH ACID AND GIVE YOU AIDS BUT IT WILL GIVE YOU EBOLA, DOWN SYNDROME AND NON-VERBAL AUTISM. VIEW AT YOUR OWN CAUTION


More info discovered

On July 24th 2024, Elviah's criminal record was found and leaked. Surprisingly, only one offence was found. It was a parking violation from late 2021 where she was driving on the wrong side of the road or however the Halverson is bad at driving. She had also received a second document for not paying the fine. Also through this they found her license plate. On the same day. Her LinkedIn was searched and another picture of her face was found, and it was used to bring back the Elviah troll channel. Alleycat was still on a vacation as you would expect.

august anti elviah operations

In august, the anti elviah operation massively expanded. This started when demin got his friend antares (formerly known as RSM) joined and got more screenshots of lunuses server. However. When antares got banned. RGF joined the server and got some more screenshots. Then. Antaresis group, antaria, joins the war against elviah. The SSY, lead by aziz hassan, is also contacted, but they dont plan to join the war soon. In other news, elviahs roblox account (UNCONFIRMED) is found. And END rebrands to “GENBITZ” and then goes inactive. With tiko/lionarcher being the last elviah groom victim.

september anti elviah oppressions

On September 4th, elviahs email was leaked though demin taking an old youtube username that only appeared on google search. Due to the first 2 letters at the start of her email already being discovered, he was able to combine this information with the existing information and successfully tracked elviahs email. due to this, elviah changed her steam name to "ziggy" and either rebranded or deleted her main twitter account and her twitch account. she also changed her deviantart bio thing to "hiii o7".

the end and post-war events

===the end==• on the night of september 6th, 2024, demin had a conversation with alleycat (who came back from vacation). the contents of said conversation are to remain private for now. but due to this conversation. the elviah war finally ended. thus ending a conflict that has been going on for almost 2 years.

post war events in september

Nothing major happened until september 18th, when elviahs dox was removed from doxbin for an unknown reason. However. There is a chance doxbin support might be contacted and have the paste restored.

Social Media Niggery=

YouTube

Elviah's inacitve YouTube channel. She posts her autism tributes to her content farm BFF's and shitty Minecraft videos. She deletes any hate comments she finds on there almost instantly. She also made shitty Gacha Life videos with another autist she likely has lesbian e-sex with on Twitter DMs that calls herself "spooky heart" or "spop". What makes one of these videos ironic is that in one of the scenes she destroys her "haters" and "art thiefs", the second one is because at the time, Elviah couldn't create any art herself and instead used character creation games and commissions to make her shitty OCs, first one is ironic because her haters later destroyed HER. WARNING, HYPER AUTISM

Twitter

This is widely concidered as Elviah's main platform. There, she spews liquid ass from her tweets that are basiclly just either her having an autistic fit of joy over some new thing coming out, her whining about sports, trash commission art, or her shitting and running arround about SWTOR dragon age gobamsktnf man's latest update/patch note with the occasional IRL stuff. Outside of her (now privated) tweets, she chats (and likely has e-sex) with her grooming victims and her 9999 boyfriends. was privated by Elviah after the November 30th anal rape. and either deleted or moved after her email was leaked

DeviantART

Where Elviah dumps a good chunk of her ebolAIDS, and she has been a member for a Long time. She also posted “vents” on her account (which are HILARIOUS pre-Demin ragesharts). A notable one is titled ”fury”, where she yaps about some rando getting raped or however the END is groomed. This is also where she posted her SWTOR first time fanfic (yes, the porn one). Recently, Demin has discovered that elviah favourited GAY MEN KISSING!!! . You can find that under her “teen wolf” category in her favourites. WARNING: IT WILL MAKE YOU VOMIT

deviantart rageshart “vents”

You can see her ragesharts below: click on the "[Expand]" link across the corresponding rageshart to see it.

1: “fury”

Angry doesn’t even start to describe it

Disgusted

Repulsed

Furious

Raging

Ready to throw up

Ready to throttle him

Ready to start throwing punches

How does one even start

To comprehend something like this

Its outrageously wrong

Its hurtful

Its disgusting

I just want to strangle him

For doing this to her

…

One year

She kept it quiet

For 1 year

And 22 days

She remembers the exact date it happened

And told

No one

…

It makes me sick

Every nerve

Every thought

Every twist of my gut

Just screams at me

How repulsive this is

…

I want to kill him

With my own bare hands

Take my fingers

And just wrap them around his throat

Until he stops breathing

Or worse

Take dad’s shotgun to his dick

Make sure he never uses it again

Or

Even better

Blast his fucking kneecaps off

Maybe then he’d understand

That what he did

Is NOT OK

It is NEVER

OK

To do something like that

EVER

…

I just want to hold her

Hug her

Tell her I love her

And try to take all this away

Tell her it’s not her fault

No matter how guilty she feels

It is HIS fault

And HIS alone

I want to take away her shame

Take away her sadness

Make everything all better

…

But how?

How do I even start to fix this?

What can I do?

Where do I begin?

How am I supposed to cope?

How has she been coping?

…

I want revenge

I know I shouldn’t

I know it won’t change anything

But it would feel pretty fucking good

…

That sick

Twisted

Fuck head

Bastard

How dare he

...

How dare he

…

…

What am I supposed to do?

…

…

I hate him

An emotion

I never knew I was capable of

Is now flourishing

In full swing

And I am

Embracing

Every

Last

Drop

2: “what they say”

                                                                            What They Say

She sheds like a cat

You need to exercise more

You eat all the time

You eat and eat and eat and eat and eat

You’re gonna be 1000 pounds someday if you keep eating like that

She always tries to be so clever

You keep picking at your face

You're gonna have scars there for the rest of your life

You’re not fat, you just have big muscles

You’re gonna end up working at a McDonalds the rest of your life

If you get to the point where you can’t walk, I’m not waiting I’m running

You have no motivation

None

All you want to do is sit on your laptop and play games all day

Reality sucks

It doesn’t get any better

You’re so stubborn

You’re not funny

You’re selfish and mean

You never help around here

I shouldn’t have to ask, you should just do

You should just know to get things done around here

People are not nice

Why are you so scared to talk to people?

You are afraid of everything

I don’t understand

What is a fandom?

You’re so weird

You’re 18, grow up!

You could at least try to be there for your sisters every once in a while

You can't keep forgetting

You always forget everything

You’re lazy

You sit around all day and then wonder why I get mad

Wake up!

Pull your head out of your ass

If you end up on the streets, too bad

I’m not giving you a cent for college if you don’t have good grades

I know you’re smarter than this

You don’t try

You make up excuses all the time

If you do what they did, you’re done, I’m cutting you off

You need to brush your teeth

Oh my god, why does your breath smell so bad?

It's awful

You're gonna kill somebody

You cannot wear that in public

It's so ugly, that shirt is hideous

The Chipmunks? Seriously?

I don't care if it's Star Wars

You're not keeping a shirt that says "Join the Dark Side"

Get off, you're gonna squish me!

'If I have something useful to say, I'll say it'

But you never say anything!

You don't ever help around here

You should just know there's stuff to get done

She's a little slow

It takes a while for her to catch on

You never fight back

You always run away and hide because you want people to feel sorry for you

Are you ever going to have a relationship with people?

Why aren't you happy? Like all your friend's; they're happy

Half the bag is gone, who do you think it was?

I poke at her because she likes to sit there

"Honesty is the best policy"

You got nothing up here *points to head* and nothing in here *points to heart*

You can't say that to someone - ever

You never say that in front of people

You lie, you always lie

I can't see her with anybody

It's ok, we still love you *sarcastically*

I've never seen someone move so slow in all my life

You're going to end up with a crappy life because you don't know how to talk to people

You need to work on your issues


                                                                              What I Hear

I’m a failure

I’m a disappointment

I'm worthless




                                                                           What I Believe

I’m a failure

I’m a disappointment

I'm worthless
EDIT: I've been adding on as people have said things. It just keeps getting worse and worse

3: “self harm”

TRIGGER WARNING























A razor blade

A knife

A scissors

A box cutter

A lighter

A flame

…

It doesn’t matter how

What matters is that it happens

Thoughts and emotions take over our mind

And we can't stop

We know

Because we’ve tried

It doesn’t matter what you say to us

The demons are louder

The voices in our heads

Increasing in volume

Telling us we’re nothing

Worthless

A failure at life

No one really cares about us

They won’t miss us when we’re gone

Why bother staying around

When we’re just dragging them down anyway

Some of us are stronger than others

And resist the pull a little longer

But no matter how we try

To block out the sounds

They always come back

Whispering from the shadows

Inviting us in for just one more

…

One more cut

One more burn

One more mark

…



4: “wrong”

What’s wrong with me?

I’m the worst hypocrite I’ve ever met

I smile at them

Then go slack face the second they turn away

What do I even have right now?

A couple distracting assignments?

Stuff to keep my mind off what’s really going on?

I’m not happy

I don’t think I have been

I actually think I’m losing part of my sanity

Seriously

It’s like there’s something in my head

Cracking or waiting to break

Doesn’t make any damn sense, I know

I’m just…lost

Guess it’s back to the scissors till I know what I’m doing

It’s like I’ve run out of words to describe all this shit

Yet the feelings keep changing

Keep coming and going

But never disappearing

What am I even doing?

I’m suffocating on nothing

Just going day to day

I have decided one thing though

I may not be able to help myself anymore

But I can help them

The two people who still have a future

Who still have a purpose

Who know what they want in life

Not like me

I don’t know what I want

Where to get it

And even if I did

I wouldn’t get it

I do the minimum to keep myself going

Because I know it won't last

Not for long

Maybe I’ll consider this charade my closing act

…


God’s I miss her

So damn much

She would’ve been 10 in May

And she was such a good dog

Such a damn good dog

Maybe that’s where my sanity is going

Maybe I’m losing my mind

Because such a huge part of my childhood is gone

I keep watching her video

Over and over

And the tears won't fucking stop

God it just hurts

Like someone’s stabbing in the heart

Again and again

I want her back

I just want her to come walking out of her kennel

And come lick these tears off my face

Maybe then they’ll actually stop

5: “missing those days”

Do you remember them?

Some days I think I’m still living them

But then I wake up

And realize it’s just a lie

There’s no happiness

Not anymore

Sometimes I wonder if I’m making it up

If I’m just doing this for attention

But then it’s there

It always comes back

That sick feeling in your gut

When you know you’re not wanted

And there’s nothing you can do to change it

So you just keep doing what you’re doing

Pretending everything’s ok

When it’s not

And I mean

Really

Not

Ok

I hear all these stories

Of how it gets better

And I want to believe them

But how can I?

I’ve let them down so many times

I’ve failed them

I couldn’t protect them

I couldn’t save her

And now I’ve made certain that I won't forget

These marks will last forever

And I want them there

I need them there

If nothing else

They are something to rely on

When I’ve run out of options

I realized something today

I have no self

No concept of who I am

I do what I’m told without question

I say what people want to hear

Or what I think they want me to sound like

I have no identity

They wonder why I latch so hard onto fandoms

Maybe it’s because the characters I create for them

Are so I at least have some idea of who I am

Or who I could be

Or should be

Oh fuck

Who am I kidding?

I’m just a mindless drone that’s done nothing but disappoint

How can they stand it?

Being so blind

Do they not see what's going on here?

Or am I just that good of an actor?

I’m a terrible liar

So it can't be that

They must just believe the smile

I’m good at faking that

I always have been

I’m just worried I’ll get caught

What if they see them?

The marks

Then what?

I won't admit anything to them

No

I’ll just keep my mouth shut as usual

And let it pass over

Like every other problem I’ve had

That’s what normal people would call this

A problem

Those pills are sounding better and better every day

Maybe I should just go for them

See what happens

See if the stories are true

See if they really care

Because right now

I don’t think they do

They think I’m fine

Which I am

To them

Just not to me

How can I be fine if I don’t even know who I am?

How can I be fine when all I do is let people down?

Fuck this shit

I’ll find a way to deal with it


6: “failure” (originally called: “why im a failure)”



I don’t do good in school – not anymore

I haven’t for a while

I accept 50% on tests and thank god I somehow passed when I really didn’t

I don’t study because I know I’m going to fail anyway, so what's the point

I don’t have a future

I don’t have a purpose

I don’t see myself surviving past 20 years old

And even if I do

Nobody will want me

Why would they?

All I ever do is disappoint people

I’m the butt of the joke because “I can take it”

And why shouldn’t I take it?

I’m the strong one

I can handle anything

They don’t need to know that I’m dying inside

Or that I hide in the bathroom late at night with a scissors

Because the pain is the only distraction from myself

I can't think about reality for more than a few seconds

Before  some random scenario takes over my thoughts

I’m a failure

I

Am

A

Failure

And the giant F carved into my thigh proves it

If I get scars, so what

It’s not like I’ll ever find a man deserving enough to see them

Hell, who am I kidding?

It’s me that’s undeserving

Why should I bother dressing nice or putting on makeup

If there’s no one to impress anyway?

Even when I do try

I’m just another ghost in the walls

Why do I hide away all the time?

Every time I try to come out of my shell

I am verbally beaten back into it

And then yelled at more for hiding

I can't win

Everything I do is wrong

They talk about how I always try to say clever things

Maybe it’s because that’s how they’ll listen to anything I say

They talk about how they were going to make a joke the second I leave the room

Yea, like I haven’t heard that before

They talk about how I have no motivation in life

That I’ll never get anywhere because I never try

Geez, I wonder where it’s all gone

Once I finish venting, I feel nothing

A numb pain as my thighs throb from the scissors

I do it just to make sure I’m still alive

Or at least surviving

Maybe I should just get those pills

Try them out

Be rid of this vessel that chickens out of everything I want to do

Maybe I should just get my wings

I don’t know if it would work, but I could try

I could try to get a purpose for my life

Make something become real

So that I am at least important to someone

I let them both down so many times

Hardly what a good big sister is supposed to do

How am I supposed to help them

When they’re always tearing up me?

If the real world isn’t any better than what it’s like now

Then I don’t want to be a part of it

I’d rather go by my hand than by someone else’s in 20, 30 years from now

When ISIS or some other lunatics cause the third world war

It would be so easy

Just grab the bottle and keep swallowing till they were all gone

It would be so peaceful once it’s over

No more pain

No more fear

No more failure

Just endless bliss in worlds I’ve only been dreaming of

Can't they see I don’t belong here?

I’m not meant to stay on this planet

I have to find a way out

I have to stop failing everyone

7: “cry for help”


Sitting here looking at my screen

I’ve been so lost

Feeling empty

I have no purpose

Nothing left anymore

It’s just numb and blank

No option of either or

What happened to me

Made me feel this way

It’s like I’m just gone

A shell to naught say

The thoughts I do have

Are all rather dark

Pills, notes,

That sort of hark

But who’s there to tell

Nobody cares

And even if they did

Life’s different than theirs

They don’t understand

What’s there to explain

That I’m lost or alone

Or that they’re to blame

There’s nothing anymore

I don’t even try

Nothing to want or have

Easier to just cry

But I don’t

And I won't

For there’s no tears to shed

Why bother staying alive

If you’re better off dead

I’m not living my life

Hell I’m barely surviving

I don’t face much strife

But I’m certainly not thriving

Existing might be

A much better choice

Of words I won’t utter

With my disappearing voice

It’s strange to explain

This state of being

Maybe someone understands

Or maybe it’s just me

There’s a phrase I hold onto

Run daily through my head

You might recognize it

The words Sherlock said

“Alone is what I have

Alone protects me”

The rest doesn’t matter

Not the way I see

Lately it’s all I have

The words of the fandoms

To get me through the day

Like a bit of an anthem

SuperWhoLock

One I’m hoping you’ll know

Keeps the gear going

But they run rather slow

Destiel, Johnlock,

Sabriel too

Seeking OTP love

To replace those untrue

This void of my life

Which I’m trying to fill

Seems pointless at best

Maybe now’s for the pill

I used to run scared

From words such as these

Now I write them myself

Such strange irony

You may want to help

But I wouldn’t say try

There’s nothing left to save here

Just a few little goodbyes

If there is no purpose

No future I can foresee

Then what’s left to hold onto

Nothing for me to be

I don’t have any goals

I’ve tried making some

But they’ve not worked before

Left me nothing but numb

I don’t really want to go

But I shouldn’t stay

The things I’ve done

Such a burden they weigh

Maybe it’s a good thing

She’s still around

My sister, that is

Though she’s not quite sound

“You’re my best buddy” she says

Has said since we were young

It’s wouldn’t be fair of me

If this upon her I flung

And so I’ll stick around

Just a little bit longer

If I do find a purpose

Perhaps I’ll get stronger

This note I’ll never show her

She can’t ever see

The weakness I hide

That’s been inside me

They’re a blessing, these notes

Have always kept me sane

As an outlet, an exit

From the real world of pain

I say I feel nothing

That I don’t really care

Yet I wrote this in rhyme

Maybe there is still a prayer

8: “confessions”



My heart pounds in my ears

Love

The one word that can both excite

And scare

But which is it?

That in itself is a giant leap forward

One that I’m not ready to take

Only 2 months into this

And it’s already reached that?

A part of me doubts

Another part doesn’t know what to think

It’s possible

Not likely

But possible

Right?

I thought it took years

To ever truly know a person

Perhaps it’s how we met

Or just the way I treated him

Blind to the meaning of nice?

It seems strange

To someone raised in this fucked up society

Where rules control our everyday life

Where expectations are set

And people ‘just know’ what things mean

Yet there we both sat

Miles apart

Looking at the same screen

And as I explained things

I realized

Things are not always what they seem

Not every was raised like me

Not everyone sees things like I do

The world from his perspective

Was something totally new

Raised in total darkness

Never knowing anything else

I guess I really made a change

By just being myself

Already I see a difference

In the way he’s talking

Could I really have this kind of impact?

By just being me?

I never thought I’d see or hear

Such confessions that I did

Apologizes for something

He really can't control

Begging me not to go

When we haven’t even met

To be needed so strongly

That he has nothing else to hold onto

Is that why we were fated to meet?

There has to be something to this

Never before have I seen

Such dedication from someone

But there are so many different sides of him

It’s hard to tell which is the right one

Everyone has their perks and faults

I sit here and ponder

Where do I want this to go?

There’s a reason we met

There’s no denying that

The question of why though

Has yet to be answered

I want it to be something more

Or at least I think I do

It’s hard to tell through all this fear

Of not knowing what to do

Childhood scars

That never fully healed

Still haunt me to this day

And leave my heart in a shield

It’s exciting and thrilling

And terrifying all at once

How do you know what is what?

What is truly love?

9: “endeavours”



As I sit here looking at the screen

I wonder where to begin

It’s hard to believe it’s already been a couple months

It seems like just a few weeks

It began with the game

That’s hardly a surprise

With the grouping and missions

Help was bound to arise

Initial conversations

Were just music at first

But then we moved on

And discovered something worse

At first it was curiosity

Mixed with a bit of fear

But I swallowed my doubts

And let myself out

And look at where we are now

It’s not something I would’ve expected

No one could’ve seen this coming

I’ve been told it’s a bad idea

But they don’t know you

The way that I do

They’re all just too judgmental

They may claim it’s not so

But I do know

The thoughts that they don’t vocalize

It’s called stepping out

Letting go of your thoughts

And learning to see through other eyes

So we’re totally different

What's wrong with that?

Diversity gets you farther

Than a close-minded approach

It’s an interesting situation

This thing we’ve got going

From two different worlds

That are more alike than you know

A Jedi and a Sith

Two ends of the scale

Are they really enemies

When both want to prevail?

What makes one side wrong

And the other right

One path is the dark

The other is the light

Neither can exist

Without the other

A strange concept to consider

To redeem or to fall

In the end

Does it matter?

We’re both just people

Living our day to day lives

The nighttime holds the talking

The future – a surprise

The unknown should be embraced

Not left to sit alone

What better way to know the world

Than by stepping out of your zone

A new friendship has blossomed

One that no one quite understands

But as long as both are happy

Who really gives a damn?

It was fate that brought them together

Of that much I am certain

An opportunity to make a change

Will be taken advantage

If a spark is lit along the way

Let it grow into a fire

Don’t throw away

A chance like this

Life likely won't give you another

See where it goes

Go with the flow

And the rewards to all will be inspired

10: “unbeautiful”


I try to quiet my mind

But it’s all over the place

My job, my friends, just life in general

It’s all around me spinning so fast

Like a whirlwind that can't be stopped

No matter how much I want it to

The mind grows weary

The spirit does as well

Listening to stories these past couple days

Have left it drained and empty

It has been this way for a while

But there had been something left before

Now all that remains

Is a very empty hole

A void

A want

A selfish need

Watching other enjoy their happiness

But also suffering through their struggles

The love is there

The pain is real

At least they have someone

To call their own

While I sit and wait

Giving advice that for experience I don’t even have

I’m trying to be supportive

I’ve always been good at that

Having everyone else’s back

And being there to talk when no one else will

Everyone relies on me

And I’m ok with that

But when will they start to see

I need someone to give back

Being single isn’t all bad

But when you’re the only one

Watching all the couples around you

Having their own special fun

Wishing you could have that too

Not just someone to talk with

But someone to call your own

To be that special being in your life

When you’re feeling all alone

It’s like a nagging void in my soul

I just can't seem to shake

It’s not because I’m weak

Or have no self esteem

It’s because I’ve been strong for so long

I want someone to take care of me

To hold my hand or cuddle with

Watching movies on the couch

To be randomly kissed and smile about it

To have secret inside jokes

To feel like I’m wanted

And not just for my usefulness

But because I feel so alone

People around me say I’m special

Then why does it not feel so?

I love seeing other people happy

Let’s be real – who doesn’t?

But why is it when they say I deserve the best

Am I left with nothing?

I don’t want to wait

It’s getting too hard

And as shallow as it seems

Everyone wants to be wanted

So why does no one want me?

I’ll never say these things out loud

Nobody else needs to know

They see me as the strong confident one

Not the one who feels alone

But maybe it’s because it’s been so long

Everyone else is finding theirs

That special someone to be with them

To show them that they care

I don’t

I can't

I won't tell them I’m alone

If anything I’ll put on an act

A show that I’m just fine

It doesn’t need to bother them

That the loneliness is killing me inside

I can't bear the wait

It’s like a bomb waiting to blow

But maybe in a few more months

I won't feel so alone

Maybe I’ll get lucky

And find that guy just for me

Or maybe I’m just fooling myself

And there’s really no one waiting

Still it’s hard to guess this soon

Before I’m even there

I’ll have to wait

Despite the pain

And life had better be fair

I can't be alone

Not anymore

The wait has taken its toll

I’ve been seeing too many couples around

In groups of people I know

They’re all so happy

Putting arms around waists

And kisses on cheeks

Why don’t I have that?

Am I not one to be desired?

All this self-doubt looks and sounds so damn shallow

Not my fault I was cursed with emotions

I’m human

Aren’t we all?

Being human means we know how to feel

And while helping others always feels great

Sometimes we need help too

I hate admitting it

Like I said – I’m the strong one

But I’m lonely as hell

Despite all the people around me

There’s a void not even God can fill

I’ve tried and I’ve tried to push it away

But it’s like a damn mosquito bite

It’s not gone till it bleeds

And Band-aids aren’t enough to heal it

I’ve been rambling awhile

And have pretty much run out of things to say

But the hole is still there

I can feel it like a heavy stone on my heart

I should probably catch some sleep tonight

Maybe morning will be brighter

11: “decisions”


Don’t take anything for granted

When life gives you an opportunity

Take it

Don’t question it

Enjoy the simple things in life

You don’t know how long they will last

Be free

Be wild

Do things you never otherwise done

Realize that you have a purpose in life

And while you may not see it right now

It’s there

Waiting for just the right moment to be discovered

Grab it

Take it

Hold onto it like it’s the last thing you’ll see

Live life to its fullest

Because its worth living

Just look around you

How can the world not be full of little miracles?

Was it fate?

I think so

Everything happens for a reason

And right now

That reason is to complete

To fill a hole that no one else could

To step in when I needed it most

Will I keep questioning it?

Probably

But I will never turn my back on a thing like this

Never again will I doubt such a rare chance

This is what was meant to be

And I will accept it to my every advantage

Regardless of where it takes me in the future

I can do this

I will do this

And I will enjoy every second of it

12: “conflictions”


Looking out the window

My mind starts to wonder

Is this just a farce?

Or is there something better?

It’s hard to see reality

When all I see are pics of you and me

Snapchat’s not the greatest source

But it’s all I got

More than nothing I suppose

Questions start to flood my mind

How long will this last?

Is there even a point?

Our conversations are kinda shallow

But is that really so wrong?

In a world where girls are Barbies

Or at least expected to be

It’s hard to turn away a guy

Who says he likes me

Even though he’s across the globe

It can't be all wrong

Can it?

I guess it is always me

Who’s asking the real questions

“How many siblings?

Favorite animal?

Do you have plans for college?”

I start to suspect there’s something else hidden

In that part of your mind that I can't see

I haven’t even heard your voice

But still I call you ‘boyfriend’

Maybe this is a bad idea

Maybe I should just turn away

But after years of being alone

Its attention that I crave

To finally be called cute

And told I’m really pretty

But is there a point where I should stop

When he asks for pics of other things?

I won't cave yet

I’m not some Barbie

But what am I supposed to think

When half the time he ignores me?

It’s always me who snaps him first

Perhaps that is a good thing

After all I’m out all day

While he is at home snoring

Still there is a part of me

That’s blaring with the warning

That maybe I should still back out

Before something happens

I want to trust him

Even though I shouldn’t

But how do you turn away


13: “realisations”


I feel like a fool
For not realizing it before
You never were the one for me
I have no feelings anymore
You were a lazy heartless idiot
Who never gave a damn
I was a crazy sightless spirit
Who cared only for the glam
I'm done with your excuses
You obviously don't care
Next time you come to my door
I will not be here

14: “empty inside”


The hour felt like a instant
The days felt like a minute
Unable to think clearly anymore
My thoughts are all about you
A week before our three month mark
You messed up
And broke my heart
Driving down the road that night
I could barely focus
My mind was a blur
My heart was pounding
All I could feel was a dull pain throbbing inside me
Even today, three days after that painful hour
I feel like the wrong person
Empty, with no purpose to my days
All my old habits have to be broken
And as they break
So do the shattered pieces of my heart
You were my everything
You gave me something to look forward to
Now I have nothing left
But to vent my frustration to the world
Nobody cares
And nobody knows
Because I'm keeping this secret
Close to my soul
It doesn't matter what they say
I'll still think about you
Everyday
We may pass by in the hallways
But its not the same
When you used to put your arms around me
I felt as if I could fly
All that time we spent together
Doesn't it mean anything to you?
You claimed we could still be friends
But do you really mean it?
You haven't said a word to me
Not ever since we ended it
This pain won't ever go away
And I wish that it would stop
Its distracting me from reality
Keeping me in our lost fantasy
When I had you
I was complete
But now all that's left
Is a gaping hole in me
I thought that we could make this work
But you did not agree
You said you didn't have any time
Especially not for me
I didn't want to believe you then
And still I futiely tried
To keep you where I wanted you
Back when you were mine
I still keep my phone with me
Every single day
Waiting for that text from you
Even if it just says "Hey"
Maybe someday there will be a chance
For us to get back together
But until that day comes for us
I'll be here waiting...forever

TikTok

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Her most AIDS inducing platform (second only to her DA) where she posts IRL shitty phonecam videos. 90% of them are just her using some shitty filter and the other 10% is just her making TikToks of her driving or doing things in her house. She also sometimes includes her pets (that she possibly raped) in the videos. Is no different then any other ShitTok sharter unless you know what she did. Recently she has rebranded her tiktok account to “hollyday.96”, most likely after her court documents were leaked.

Dickriders

Note for anyone here

If your in this part of the article. if you defect to our side. we will put you in a more favorable light.

spooky heart

spooky heart or spop is one of Elviah's biggest dickriders, she likely has lesbian e-sex with Elviah while she's addicted to content farms (even more then Elviah is due to the unholy amount of art she has of them) just like Elviah. She posts garbage art about the content farms she's addicted to on her Instagram and Twitter. Plays on shartcorners Minecraft server. She, Elviah and some other autist called "Alleycat" make up another shitty group called "the mini legion". Not very much to say about her other then the fact she's Elviah's #1 fan. (or is she?)

One of spooky shart's works. It OBVIOUSLY had to be of the Halverson herself.

END (powerword: Alec Courtney)

Elviah's most notable victim, and the first one to have been groomed. She's a terminally disabled Coloradoan spastic that forcibly spergs out unhinged horrid insults like "WHY DOES RUSSIA HATES ME" or "[Person here] IS GAZA STRIP NOW HAHAHA" or "I LOVE SUICIDE I SEX ON THEM EVERY DAY" and gets trolled the shit out of by the Scourge and it's members. And before she went schizo with her END persona, she went under the alias "Elviah's Fan" and impersonated Elviah herself. She also impersonated some rando called "pete the kitty TV" who sends his own info and acts almost the same as END. What makes this even more schizo is that END, under her PTK alt, has sent and extorted CP multiple times! Also what's notable is that before she was groomed, she (along with Jamie) was bullied ruthlessly by Elviah. Most recently ungroomed himself and no longer follows the Halverson allegedly NVM. Got groomed back into the circlejerk by elviah LMFAO

Rageshart Gallery

Rageshart spaz gallery (WIP)



Tiko/Lionarcher

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A terminally online sperg thats either END's alt or a grooming victim. Claims to be ENDs GF and acts the same as END minus the impersonations. Faced the same unfortunate fate as END, but unlike END, he doesn't rage in ALL CAPS. Basically a copy of END overall.

thefallenreality/farose123u

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A tranny autist from Port Said, Egypt that ruthlessly despises Demin and the Scourge for: you guessed it! "stalking" Elviah for "no reason" Yaps on twitter to either advertise his Roblox and Discord or send furry art accounts random videos. Supports Elviah despite the fact that she ruthlessly supports Israel and that TFR is a Palestine supporter. Overall just a spaz.

everyone else

ANGLIM - Welsh spaz that stole Jamie's GF's phone and told him via that phone's text that she was "going to break her legs so she never walks again". Much later ANGLIM was groomed by Elviah but she was VERY inactive and was last seen in 2023.

darkcornersYT - Terminally retarded content farm that leads an army of content farms called "the darknet" also owns a shitty Minecraft server (play.darkscorner.net). Feel free to rape!

Enemies

Jamie/Lich king

The Soviet (Originates from all 15 nations)

Irish founder of Scourge. One of Elviah's worst turned out people. He was hit so hard he became an alcoholic and got IBD. Usually the target for most of Elviah's attacks (especially from Elviah's grooming victims.)

Demin

The one who brought Elviah's empire crashing down and one of the OG members of Scourge. He was the one to dox her and the one who wrote this article. Is a crucial part of the Anti-Elviah movement dispite him going on long periods of inactivity that can last for months. Elviah got SO butthurt that she went on a termination spree and terminated half ALL BUT 2 of his total accounts (most of them were abandoned years ago) so this didnt really affect him since he moved to VidLii. He has recently returned to YouTube.

Everyone else/to be added

  • BRODY MIXES - trolled the shit out of END and tiko when demin was away. He is a fan of the Kansas City Chiefs. Has ties to bodroum.just like demin.
  • russian patriot - a Chechnian russian that’s usually the second target of ENDs schizobabbling

(Flashback to that russia vendetta)

  • ariota4291
  • lighting striker
  • communist japan empire

The Great Elvian War

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The Great Elvian war
Fought between 2022-2024 (still ongoing)
sides Scourge and allies

Elviah and ASA

Outcome STILL ONGOING


The Elvian War is a war fought between 2022 and 2024. It originally started As a trolling operation against Elviah but after END was groomed, it quickly evolved into an online war where both sides were doing attacks. The Scourge did major attacks such as doxxing Elviah and toxxing ENDs account multiple time while Elviah did attacks such as terminating Demin's channels and grooming more people to use as dildos. As of now, SCOURGE is winning the war due to Elviah having to go into hiding. Even though ASA says THEY are winning the war, even though they aren't.

In late 2022, when they defeated sebs world of fun. Jamie (now known as Lich King) (at the time the owner of Scourge) came out about how Elviah and her friends had ruthlessly bullied him and END (this was before he was groomed) to the point of depression in December 2019. This prompted a response from OG Scourge members (such as ariota, SFBall, vexplade, and the infamous BAD USER STALKER, Demin) to make Wombo videos and attempt to dox her, shortly after in December 2022, END gets groomed by elviah and goes inactive; then returns on Elviahs side as “Elviah's Fan” , forms some larp group called “Legnet”. And for some reason FUNE enters the war on Elviah's side then leaves a week later. After hard fighting, servers getting nuked, And trolling, progress is finally made. Elviah's Fan comes out as END and gets her other fuckbuddies (Tiko and Anglem) to join in on Legnet, now rebranded to ASA, Jamie's mental health drops severely and starts believing in END’s autistic fantasies. In better news, Elviah gets doxxed even more (her address was a faildox) and everything goes back into states of trolling. UNTIL...

On November 30th, Elviah finds out about the doxxing efforts and goes into hiding, privating all her accounts, and then BAWWWs to her friends about how Demin is “STOKANG” her. Then lord xenu (another Scourge member) does a withdrawal from the Elviah war. Where most people agree to this withdrawal with a few people that still want to fight with END. Demin then resorts to toxxing ENDs account. Then the war ends, UNTIL...

In February 2024, Elviah starts terminating Demin's channels on YouTube. This prompts an attack to get revenge on her. The attack was set for March 5th, however due to demin’s Discord account getting disabled, the attack was a failure. No new advances (other than END coming back) until June 2024, when 2 Elviah related servers were found and raided, then Alleycat came forward and wanted to learn about elviahs crimes committed by Elviah. However before she could tell us anything, she went on vacation. Making Elviah's other actions a mystery until the end of summer. Then in August, elviahs criminal record is found and leaked. Elviah then becomes very pissy and rebrands to hollyday.96 on TikTok, Bringing us to today.

How to spot an Elviah rapedog

You can quite easily spot an Elviah rapedog if they have any of the following traits listed below.

  • They support Israel and despise Palestine to the point where the fluid in their head that they were born with instead of a brain starts to boil. (mostly found in ASAfags)
  • They search, save, possess, and distribute CP.
  • They call demin86 a "STUPID STALKER" and misspell his name as "denim".
  • They watch and are friends with the content farm youtuber DarkCornersYT.
  • They say Elviah did no wrong and deny everything she did (even though one good read of this article would change that.)
  • They are racist to every race you can think of (mainly Russians and Slavic countries)
  • They spaz out to the point where they look like they belong in a condom commercial. (mostly done by ASAfags)

Crimes committed by Elviah

1: Possession of child pornography - elviah used END (while impersonating pete the kitty) to blackmail snow cat (11-13 years old) into sending him her nudes. (Which were likely sent to elviah)

2: 3-5 counts of contributing to the Delinquency of a minor - groomed END (and many others) into becoming racist, and likely ruined his psyche due to the fact that she rages in caps all the time and now just acts like a spaz in general.

I know elviah did way more then that but none of them are actual crimes and moreso lulzworthy doings.

Vandalism attempts

Surprisingly, there has only been 1 direct vandalism attempt in this pages history, (all others were made by bots that spam the entire wiki) despite the fact that this article is part of what's raping her to death. This vandalism attempt was done by some spaz called "jasiahescobar6" that replaced the gallery and the infobox with some rageshart about "mr grouse" and random images. Unknown if this was an Elviah groom victim or just some rando who got bored and jacked off on the page

trivia

Did you know that?

  • Elviah had a dead dog that was named “bella”?
  • Elviah also has a cat with 3 legs (elviah used a hacksaw to cut the 4th one off) named ziggy? (not to be confused with the Warsaw admin)
  • Elviah likely owns and jacks off to nudes of a 12 year old that END extorted called snow cat?
  • Elviah’s sister, Jessica Mariy Halverson, is terrible at driving and has 18 records relating to driving?
  • Elviah is Norwegian and irish?

gallery

external links

socials

@Elviah JewTube channel (BALEETED)

elviah spedcord account

@Elviah_96 Main Twatter (BALEETED)

@halvie_96 Old personal Twatter (HUGBOXXED)

elviah.96 Instagram (BALEETED)

@hollyday.96 Shitock (BALEETED)

elviah DeviantSHART

Steam (BALEETED)

Twitch (BALEETED)

LinkedIn

roblox (UNKNOWN IF THIS IS ACTUALLY HER)

Lolmilking/Trolling

Reupload of the afformentioned trolling video on the Elviah/Holly Halverson troll channel on vidlii

Elviah's fanfiction (ARCHIVED)